I'm on blacker velvet, milk skin and veins Like some El Greco painting, so of pain So of longing for light of day
I I knew who I was in the world But here I am twice at being born to my buried voice within
And forgotten who I used to be And I've forgotten the in red, living her dream And forgotten the courage I used to be
is overrated, it never lasts Skating the surface of oceanic Oh, may the fruit of my life be
So please forgive me all my My so-called spirituality, I'm just a I'm tears and anxiety but I'm to see
And forgotten who I used to be The in her glory shining, divining And I've forgotten the courage I to be The middle passage is so damn tumbling, persona
know, I don't know, I don't know, I don't know I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I know And I try, and I try, and I try, and I try And I try, and I try, and I try
I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I know I don't know, I don't know, I know, I don't know And I try, and I try, and I try, and I try And I try
Like El Greco painting, no sun or sky No lantern, no needed to light The radiance behind the eyes
And I've who I used to be And I've forgotten that woman in red, her dream And forgotten the courage I used to be
I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I don't I know, I don't know, I don't know And I try, and I try, and I try, and I try And I try, and I try, and I try
I don't know, I don't know, I know, I don't know I don't know, I know, I don't know And I try, and I try, and I try