I'm black on blacker velvet, milk skin and some El Greco painting, so full of pain So full of for light of day
I thought I knew who I was in the But here I am twice blind at born Crawling to my buried voice
And forgotten who I used to be And I've forgotten the in red, living her dream And I've the courage I used to be
is overrated, it never lasts Skating the surface of depths Oh, may the fruit of my life be
So please me all my seriousness My spirituality, I'm just a mess I'm and anxiety but I'm unafraid to see
And forgotten who I used to be The leader in her glory shining, And forgotten the courage I used to be The middle is so damn tumbling, persona crumbling
Don't know, I don't know, I know, I don't know I don't know, I know, I don't know, I don't know And I try, and I try, and I try, and I try And I try, and I try, and I try
I know, I don't know, I don't know, I don't know I know, I don't know, I don't know, I don't know And I try, and I try, and I try, and I try And I try
Like El Greco painting, no sun or sky No lantern, no candle to light The holy radiance behind the
And I've who I used to be And I've forgotten that woman in red, living her And I've forgotten the courage I to be
I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I don't I don't know, I don't know, I know And I try, and I try, and I try, and I try And I try, and I try, and I try
I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I don't I don't know, I don't know, I don't And I try, and I try, and I try