Luyện nghe bài hát Going Through Changes

I'm going through
I'm going changes

Lately I really, like I'm rolling for like Philly
I feel like I'm control of myself, I sincerely
I apologize if all that I sound like, is I'm
But life on complicating and I'm debating

On leaving this world, this evening, even my
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act like I'm all and mighty
When inside, I'm dying, I am realizing I need help
I can't do it by

Too weak, 2 weeks I've having ups and downs
Going through and valleys, dilly dallying
with the idea of ending the shit right here

I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk the house tryin' to fight mirrors
I can't stand what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but do I care?
I give a fuck, only I fear is Hailie
I'm afraid if I close my eyes I might see her,

I'm going through
I'm through changes

I lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at
Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, he's always at you
Marshall, what happened at you? Can't stop with pills
And you've fallen off with skills
And your own are laughin' at you

It become a problem too pussy to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a real man woulda had this handled
Know you just had your ripped out and crushed
say Proof just flipped out, homie just swift out and bust

Nah, it ain't like to do that
He wouldn't fuckin' shoot at, nobody, he fights
But dwellin' on it only the night worse
Now I'm poppin Vic's, perks and pills
Yeah 'em, verse, you killed it

Fuckin' drug dealers around me like yes man
And they do whatever I says when, I says it
It's in their best interest to protect their
And I just lost my best friend, so fuck it, I guess then

I'm going changes
I'm going through
(Don't what I'm going through)
(But I just on going through changes)

My friends just can't understand new me
That's understandable man but just think how
You'd be, you'd be an animal too, if you were
In this fame and caged in it a zoo
And lookin' at you, what you want me to do?

I'm to live like a recluse and the truth is
Fame to give me an excuse, to be at a all time low
I sit alone in my home theater, watchin' the same DVD
Of the first tour, the last tour, he was still

And it hurt sore, fast forward, sleepin' pills'll me feel alright
And if I'm awake in the middle of the night
I just take a couple more, yeah, you're right
I ain't down for no one, I am almost homeward bound

Almost in a coma, yeah, homie, on, don't look now
Daddy, you die on me, daddy, better hold your ground
Fuck, don't I know the sound of that
Yeah, baby, me down

I'm going changes
I'm through changes
(Don't know I'm going through)
(But I just keep on through changes)

Wake up in the
Full of tubes, plus somehow I'm through
Swear I come back I'ma be bulletproof
do it just for Proof, I think I should state a few
Facts 'cause I may not get a again to say the truth

Shit it just hit me that what if I would notta made it
I think about the things I would got to say to you
I'd get to make it right, so here's what I came to do
Hailie this one is for you, and Alaina too

I still love your mother, never change
Think about her day, we just could never get it together
Hey, wish was a better way, for me to say it
But I on everything, I'd do anything for her on any day

There are just too many things to explain, it rains
Guess it pours, yes it does, wish wasn't any pain
But I can't pretend ain't, I ain't placin' any blame
I ain't pointin' fingers, heaven knows there been a saint

I know it just feels like we just away our history
And just today, I at your picture, almost hate to say
I miss you self consciously, it didn't end this way
But I just had to get away, know why
I don't what else to say, I guess I'm

I'm going through
I'm going through
(Don't what I'm going through)
(But I keep on going through changes)