Luyện nghe bài hát Going Through Changes

I'm going through
I'm going changes

Lately I really, feel I'm rolling for like Philly
I feel like I'm losing control of myself, I
I apologize if all that I like, is I'm complaining
But life keeps on and I'm debating

On this world, this evening, even my girls
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act I'm all high and mighty
inside, I'm dying, I am finally realizing I need help
I can't do it by

Too weak, 2 weeks I've been ups and downs
Going through and valleys, dilly dallying
Around with the idea of ending the right here

I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the tryin' to fight mirrors
I can't what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?
I give a fuck, only thing I is Hailie
I'm if I close my eyes I might see her, shit

I'm going changes
I'm going through

I lock in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at noon
Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, he's always at you
Marshall, what happened at you? Can't stop with pills
And you've fallen off with your
And your own fans are at you

It a problem you're too pussy to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a real man had this shit handled
Know you just had your ripped out and crushed
They say Proof just out, homie just swift out and bust

Nah, it ain't like Doody to do
He wouldn't fuckin' shoot at, nobody, he first
But on it only makes the night worse
Now I'm poppin Vic's, perks and pills
Yeah 'em, tight verse, you it

Fuckin' dealers hang around me like yes man
And they gon' do I says when, I says it
It's in their best to protect their investment
And I just lost my fuckin' friend, so fuck it, I guess then

I'm going through
I'm going changes
(Don't know I'm going through)
(But I keep on going through changes)

My friends can't understand this new me
understandable man but just think how bananas
You'd be, be an animal too, if you were trapped
In this fame and caged in it a zoo
And everybody's lookin' at you, what you me to do?

I'm startin' to live a recluse and the truth is
Fame to give me an excuse, to be at a all time low
I sit in my home theater, watchin' the same damn DVD
Of the tour, the last tour, he was still alive

And it hurt sore, forward, sleepin' pills'll make me feel alright
And if I'm awake in the middle of the night
I just take a more, yeah, you're motherfuckin' right
I ain't slowin' for no one, I am almost homeward bound

Almost in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, look now
Daddy, you die on me, daddy, better hold your ground
Fuck, don't I know the sound of that
Yeah, baby, me down

I'm through changes
I'm through changes
(Don't what I'm going through)
(But I just on going through changes)

Wake up in the
of tubes, plus somehow I'm pullin' through
Swear when I come back I'ma be
I'ma do it just for Proof, I I should state a few
Facts 'cause I may not get a again to say the truth

it just hit me that what if I would notta made it through?
I think the things I would never got to say to you
I'd get to make it right, so here's what I came to do
Hailie one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too

I love your mother, that'll never change
Think about her day, we just could never get it together
Hey, there was a better way, for me to say it
But I on everything, I'd do anything for her on any day

are just too many things to explain, when it rains
Guess it pours, yes it does, wish wasn't any pain
But I can't pretend there ain't, I ain't any blame
I ain't fingers, heaven knows there never been a saint

I it just feels like we just pissed away our history
And just today, I looked at picture, almost hate to say
I you self consciously, wish it didn't end this way
But I had to get away, don't know why
I don't what else to say, I guess I'm

I'm through changes
I'm going through
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I just keep on through changes)