Luyện nghe bài hát Going Through Changes

I'm going through
I'm going changes

Lately I really, feel like I'm for like Philly
I feel like I'm losing control of myself, I
I if all that I sound like, is I'm complaining
But life on complicating and I'm debating

On this world, this evening, even my girls
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act like I'm all and mighty
inside, I'm dying, I am finally realizing I need help
I can't do it by

Too weak, 2 weeks been having ups and downs
Going through peaks and valleys, dilly
Around with the idea of ending the shit right

I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the house tryin' to mirrors
I can't what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?
I give a fuck, only thing I is Hailie
I'm afraid if I close my eyes I might see her,

I'm going changes
I'm going changes

I lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at
Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, he's snappin' at you
Marshall, happened at you? Can't stop with these pills
And you've fallen off with skills
And your own are laughin' at you

It become a problem too pussy to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a man woulda had this shit handled
you just had your heart ripped out and crushed
They say Proof just flipped out, homie just swift out and

Nah, it like Doody to do that
He wouldn't fuckin' shoot at, nobody, he first
But dwellin' on it only makes the night
Now I'm poppin Vic's, perks and pills
Yeah 'em, tight verse, you it

Fuckin' drug hang around me like yes man
And they gon' do whatever I says when, I it
It's in best interest to protect their investment
And I just lost my fuckin' friend, so fuck it, I guess then

I'm through changes
I'm going changes
(Don't what I'm going through)
(But I just keep on going changes)

My friends just can't this new me
That's understandable man but just think how
be, you'd be an animal too, if you were trapped
In this fame and caged in it a zoo
And everybody's at you, what you want me to do?

I'm startin' to like a recluse and the truth is
Fame startin' to me an excuse, to be at a all time low
I sit alone in my theater, watchin' the same damn DVD
Of the first tour, the last tour, he was still

And it hurt sore, fast forward, sleepin' pills'll make me alright
And if I'm still in the middle of the night
I just take a couple more, yeah, motherfuckin' right
I ain't slowin' for no one, I am almost homeward bound

in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, don't look now
Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, better your ground
Fuck, don't I know the of that voice
Yeah, baby, hold me

I'm going changes
I'm through changes
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I just keep on going changes)

up in the hospital
Full of tubes, plus I'm pullin' through
Swear I come back I'ma be bulletproof
I'ma do it just for Proof, I think I state a few
Facts 'cause I may not get a chance again to say the

Shit it just hit me that what if I would notta made it
I think the things I would never got to say to you
I'd never get to it right, so here's what I came to do
Hailie this one is for you, Whitney and too

I still love your mother, that'll change
Think about her every day, we just could never get it
Hey, there was a better way, for me to say it
But I swear on everything, I'd do for her on any day

There are just too many to explain, when it rains
Guess it pours, yes it does, wish there any pain
But I can't there ain't, I ain't placin' any blame
I ain't pointin' fingers, heaven there never been a saint

I know it just feels we just pissed away our history
And just today, I looked at your picture, almost to say
I miss you consciously, wish it didn't end this way
But I had to get away, don't know why
I don't know what to say, I guess I'm

I'm going through
I'm through changes
(Don't what I'm going through)
(But I keep on going through changes)