Luyện nghe bài hát Going Through Changes

I'm through changes
I'm through changes

Lately I really, feel like I'm rolling for like
I feel like I'm control of myself, I sincerely
I apologize if all I sound like, is I'm complaining
But keeps on complicating and I'm debating

On leaving this world, evening, even my girls
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act like I'm all high and
When inside, I'm dying, I am realizing I need help
I do it by myself

Too weak, 2 weeks I've been ups and downs
Going through peaks and valleys, dilly
Around with the of ending the shit right here

I'm my reflection, I walk around the house tryin' to fight mirrors
I can't stand I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?
I a fuck, only thing I fear is Hailie
I'm afraid if I my eyes I might see her, shit

I'm through changes
I'm going through

I lock in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at noon
Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, he's always at you
Marshall, what happened at Can't stop with these pills
And you've fallen off with skills
And your own are laughin' at you

It become a problem too pussy to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a man woulda had this shit handled
Know you just had heart ripped out and crushed
They say just flipped out, homie just swift out and bust

Nah, it ain't like Doody to do
He wouldn't fuckin' shoot at, nobody, he first
But dwellin' on it only makes the worse
Now I'm poppin Vic's, perks and pills
Yeah 'em, verse, you killed it

drug dealers hang around me like yes man
And they do whatever I says when, I says it
It's in their interest to protect their investment
And I just my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I guess then

I'm through changes
I'm going changes
(Don't what I'm going through)
(But I just on going through changes)

My friends just can't understand new me
That's understandable man but just how bananas
You'd be, you'd be an animal too, if you were
In this and caged in it like a zoo
And everybody's lookin' at you, what you me to do?

I'm startin' to like a recluse and the truth is
Fame startin' to give me an excuse, to be at a all low
I sit alone in my theater, watchin' the same damn DVD
Of the first tour, the last tour, he was still

And it sore, fast forward, sleepin' pills'll make me feel alright
And if I'm still awake in the middle of the
I just take a couple more, yeah, motherfuckin' right
I ain't slowin' down for no one, I am homeward bound

Almost in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, don't now
Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, better your ground
Fuck, don't I the sound of that voice
Yeah, baby, me down

I'm through changes
I'm through changes
(Don't what I'm going through)
(But I just keep on going changes)

Wake up in the
Full of tubes, plus I'm pullin' through
when I come back I'ma be bulletproof
I'ma do it just for Proof, I think I state a few
Facts 'cause I may not get a again to say the truth

Shit it hit me that what if I would notta made it through?
I think the things I would never got to say to you
I'd never get to make it right, so here's I came to do
Hailie one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too

I still your mother, that'll never change
Think about her every day, we just could never get it
Hey, wish was a better way, for me to say it
But I on everything, I'd do anything for her on any day

There are just too many things to explain, when it
Guess it pours, yes it does, wish there wasn't any
But I pretend there ain't, I ain't placin' any blame
I ain't fingers, heaven knows there never been a saint

I know it just feels like we pissed away our history
And just today, I looked at your picture, hate to say
I miss you self consciously, it didn't end this way
But I had to get away, don't know why
I know what else to say, I guess I'm

I'm going through
I'm going changes
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I keep on going through changes)