Hmm, I even wanna fucking do this song for real But I wouldnt be real if I
I be sitting by myself and I be thinking, mama what I become All I wanted was a but I when I look I be the only one Losing everything but money, left And I dont get to see my young
Only happiness I get is in the I get to do another run On the road, doing shows, get the woes it slows Getting cold, getting owed, but the getting sowed
I been doing this a minute, but I think I to end it Cuz I think Im on a higher when I go But the music I be it, be losing it make it really tough for me to grow
All I was a family portrait See my on a ranch with horses But I was devil bitches in corsets I was really good, then I torched it
Im Mrs. Jackson Im speaking for real And I never meant to make your cry But I guess Im a failure women Im lost and I like I oughta die
like it, Im rotting away, my life is jus off in the gray How much does it I will pay to lay and be off in a coffin today I off in ashes, this life and after it clashes, if I get blasted This is suicide letters all again, I thought that I passed it
But I that I didnt cuz this one is written And is no mending But I broke, I'mma a joke I croak I jus that I wont be descending
But this a joke, I want you to know Tech Nina is never pretending Alone in my bed a gun to my head Asking, where is my ending? Yeah
me who it is? What me? Where is my happy What me? Is this a life living?
You know how it But how it end for me? Will I live? Or does He it in for me? Will this pop I stop breathing? Is light in this dark Im seeing?
Yeah, I put my life in this music, Nina is out I set my heart out for people, know what the inside bout Will they keep feeling Nina this? I doubt Can never cry for help so if you listening this my
Im searching for the to happiness But Im so I have to lay in nastiness Yes this a strange year, worldwide fames But the game's queer, sometime I feel like Im the reindeer
But instead of a red nose, I in my red clothes And the music, said blows is on the top and the cred grows Can you resurrect a mothafucka that feel like he possess a soul? Deteriorates when inferior state, almost equal to mold?
Now as my goes, wish I could shed those Because all of the times the Nina was shorted I bled froze So now that Im cold blooded and hella Is what the med shows, the slows And dont even think you reviving a rose, yeah
me who it is? What me? is my happy ending? What me? Is this a life living?
You know how it But how it end for me? Will I ever Or does he it in for me? Will pop before I stop breathing? Is there light in this Im seeing?
Listen, Im on the of insanity but Im competent Im breaking, so I picked this one to The reason I look when you talk to me My brain is producing evilness, Im drowning in 151 and rum I
Thats how I I sit in the with this gun and practice how to kill But I know damn well that the like me wanna know how to chill
This is life is it, check bout it Think of all the love I Because my is not a meal
I feel like you, stupid, talk to me Im cracking up I dont laughter, Im full of bitterness and its backing up And I live with but lately demons been shacking up Tug of war with my spirits, see the blood Im up
I love my kids and my fans, I sob harder Cuz you paid the price for my life and its like Bob Barker And I pretend that its okay, Im no facade starter So I guess my only happy ending is at a massage parlor,
me who it is? What me? Where is my happy What me? Is this a life living?
You know how it But how it end for me? I ever live? Or he have it in for me? this pop before I stop breathing? Is light in this dark Im seeing?