Hmm, I dont even wanna fucking do this for real But I be real if I didnt
I be sitting by myself and I be thinking, mama what I become All I wanted was a family but I when I I be the only one Losing everything but money, everybody And I even get to see my young
happiness I get is in the studio When I get to do run On the road, shows, get the woes when it slows Getting cold, getting owed, but the flows sowed
I doing this a minute, but I think I want to end it Cuz I think Im on a higher when I go But the music I be doing it, be it I'mma make it really tough for me to
All I wanted was a portrait See my on a ranch with horses But I was fucking devil in corsets I was never good, then I torched it
Im sorry Mrs. Im speaking for real And I never meant to your daughter cry But I Im a failure with women Im lost and I like I oughta die
Feel like it, Im rotting away, my life is jus off in the How much does it cost? I pay to lay and be off in a coffin today I mean off in ashes, this and after it clashes, if I get blasted This is suicide letters all over again, I that I passed it
But I that I didnt cuz this one is written And is no mending But I broke, I'mma a when I croak I jus that I wont be descending
But aint a joke, I want you to know That Nina is never pretending Alone in my bed with a gun to my Asking, where is my ending? Yeah
me who it is? What me? Where is my happy What me? Is this a life living?
You know how it But how it end for me? Will I live? Or does He it in for me? Will this pop before I stop Is there light in this Im seeing?
Yeah, I put my life in this music, Nina is out I set my heart out for people, they know what the bout Will they feeling Nina forever this? I doubt Can cry for help so if you listening this my shout
Im searching for the passageway to But Im worldly so I have to lay in Yes this a strange year, fames near But the game's queer, sometime I feel Im rudolph the reindeer
But instead of a red nose, I stay in my red And the music, said blows is on the top and the cred grows Can you resurrect a mothafucka feel like he possess a dead soul? Deteriorates when state, almost equal to bread mold?
Now as my goes, wish I could shed those Because all of the times the Nina was shorted I bled froze So now that Im blooded and hella sick Is what the med shows, the tred And dont even think you reviving a rose, yeah
me who it is? What me? is my happy ending? What me? Is a life worth living?
You how it begins But how it end for me? I ever live? Or does he it in for me? this pop before I stop breathing? Is there light in dark Im seeing?
Listen, Im on the verge of but Im competent Im breaking, so I this one to vent The reason I away when you talk to me My brain is evilness, Im drowning in 151 and rum I meant
Thats how I I sit in the mirror with gun and practice how to kill But I know damn that the people like me Really wanna how to chill
is life is bout it, check bout it Think of all the I lost Because my quest is not a
I feel like you, stupid, dont to me Im cracking up I dont mean laughter, Im full of bitterness and its up And I live with but lately demons been shacking up Tug of war with my spirits, see the Im hacking up
I my kids and my fans, inside I sob harder Cuz you the price for my life and its right like Bob Barker And I wont pretend that its okay, Im no facade So I guess my only happy ending is at a parlor, yeaa
me who it is? What me? Where is my happy about me? Is this a life living?
You know how it But how it end for me? I ever live? Or he have it in for me? Will this pop before I breathing? Is there light in this Im seeing?