Hmm, I dont wanna fucking do this song for real But I wouldnt be real if I
I be sitting by myself and I be thinking, what have I become All I was a family but I when I look I be the only one everything but money, everybody left And I even get to see my young
happiness I get is in the studio When I get to do run On the road, doing shows, get the woes it slows Getting cold, getting owed, but the flows sowed
I been doing a minute, but I think I want to end it Cuz I think Im on a level when I go But the music I be it, be losing it I'mma make it really for me to grow
All I wanted was a family See my on a ranch with horses But I was devil bitches in corsets I was never really good, I torched it
Im Mrs. Jackson Im speaking for real And I never to make your daughter cry But I guess Im a with women Im lost and I like I oughta die
Feel like it, Im rotting away, my life is jus off in the How much it cost? I will pay to lay and be off in a coffin today I mean off in ashes, life and after it clashes, if I get blasted This is suicide letters all over again, I thought I passed it
But I guess I didnt cuz this one is written And is no mending But I broke, I'mma a joke when I I jus hope that I wont be
But this aint a joke, I want you to Tech Nina is never pretending Alone in my bed with a gun to my Asking, where is my happy Yeah
me who it is? What me? is my happy ending? What me? Is this a life worth
You how it begins But how it end for me? Will I ever Or does He it in for me? Will pop before I stop breathing? Is light in this dark Im seeing?
Yeah, I put my life in this music, Nina is out I set my heart out for people, they know the inside bout Will they keep feeling Nina forever this? I Can never cry for help so if you this my shout
Im for the passageway to happiness But Im so I have to lay in nastiness Yes this a strange year, worldwide fames But the queer, sometime I feel like Im rudolph the reindeer
But instead of a red nose, I stay in my red And the music, they said blows is on the top and the cred Can you resurrect a mothafucka that feel like he a dead soul? Deteriorates when inferior state, equal to bread mold?
Now as my head goes, I could shed those Because all of the times the Nina was shorted I bled froze So now Im cold blooded and hella sick Is the med shows, the tred slows And dont even you reviving a dead rose, yeah
me who it is? What me? Where is my happy about me? Is a life worth living?
You know how it But how it end for me? Will I ever Or does he it in for me? Will pop before I stop breathing? Is light in this dark Im seeing?
Listen, Im on the of insanity but Im competent Im breaking, so I picked one to vent The reason I look away you talk to me My brain is producing evilness, Im in 151 and rum I meant
how I feel I sit in the mirror with this gun and how to kill But I know damn well that the like me Really wanna know how to
is life is bout it, check bout it Think of all the I lost Because my quest is not a
I feel like you, stupid, dont to me Im cracking up I dont mean laughter, Im of bitterness and its backing up And I live with angels but lately been shacking up Tug of war my spirits, see the blood Im hacking up
I love my kids and my fans, I sob harder Cuz you paid the price for my and its right like Bob Barker And I wont that its okay, Im no facade starter So I guess my only ending is at a massage parlor, yeaa
me who it is? What me? Where is my ending? What me? Is this a worth living?
You know how it But how it end for me? Will I ever Or does he it in for me? this pop before I stop breathing? Is there light in dark Im seeing?