Hmm, I even wanna fucking do this song for real But I wouldnt be if I didnt
I be sitting by and I be thinking, mama what have I become All I wanted was a family but I when I I be the only one everything but money, everybody left And I dont get to see my young
Only I get is in the studio I get to do another run On the road, doing shows, get the when it slows Getting cold, owed, but the flows getting sowed
I been this a minute, but I think I want to end it Cuz I think Im on a higher level I go But the music I be it, be losing it I'mma it really tough for me to grow
All I wanted was a family See my on a ranch with horses But I was fucking devil in corsets I was really good, then I torched it
Im sorry Mrs. Jackson Im for real And I never meant to make your cry But I guess Im a with women Im and I feel like I oughta die
Feel it, Im rotting away, my life is jus off in the gray How much does it cost? I will pay to lay and be off in a today I mean off in ashes, this life and after it clashes, if I get is suicide letters all over again, I thought that I passed it
But I guess that I cuz this one is written And is no mending But I broke, I'mma a joke I croak I jus hope that I wont be
But this a joke, I want you to know That Tech is never pretending Alone in my bed a gun to my head Asking, where is my happy Yeah
me who it is? What me? Where is my happy about me? Is this a life living?
You how it begins But how it end for me? Will I ever Or He have it in for me? Will pop before I stop breathing? Is there light in this Im seeing?
Yeah, I put my life in this music, Nina is out I set my heart out for people, they know the inside bout they keep feeling Nina forever this? I doubt Can never cry for help so if you listening my shout
Im for the passageway to happiness But Im worldly so I to lay in nastiness Yes this a year, worldwide fames near But the game's queer, sometime I feel like Im the reindeer
But instead of a red nose, I stay in my red And the music, they said blows is on the top and the cred Can you resurrect a mothafucka that feel like he possess a dead Deteriorates when inferior state, equal to bread mold?
Now as my head goes, wish I shed those Because all of the times the Nina was shorted when I froze So now that Im cold blooded and hella Is what the med shows, the tred And dont think you reviving a dead rose, yeah
me who it is? What me? Where is my ending? about me? Is this a life worth
You know how it But how it end for me? Will I ever Or he have it in for me? Will this pop before I stop Is there in this dark Im seeing?
Listen, Im on the verge of insanity but Im Im breaking, so I this one to vent The reason I away when you talk to me My brain is producing evilness, Im in 151 and rum I meant
how I feel I sit in the mirror with this gun and practice how to But I know damn that the people like me Really wanna how to chill
is life is bout it, check bout it Think of all the love I my quest is not a meal
I feel you, stupid, dont talk to me Im cracking up I dont mean laughter, Im full of and its backing up And I live angels but lately demons been shacking up Tug of war with my spirits, see the blood Im up
I love my kids and my fans, I sob harder Cuz you paid the price for my and its right like Bob Barker And I wont pretend its okay, Im no facade starter So I guess my only happy ending is at a massage parlor,
me who it is? What me? Where is my happy about me? Is this a life worth
You know how it But how it end for me? I ever live? Or he have it in for me? Will this pop I stop breathing? Is light in this dark Im seeing?