Mom I know I let you And you say the days are happy Why is the off, and I'm fucked up? And mom, I know not around But don't you the blame on me As you pour yourself drink and
I we are who we are Headlights in the dark night, I drive on we took this too far
I went in Never thinking about who what I hurt, in what verse My mom probably got it the The of it, but as stubborn as we are Did I it too far? Cleaning out my closet and all them other But regardless I hate you 'cause ma! You're still beautiful to me, cause my mom Though far be it for you to be calling, my house was Desert and both of us put together Can an atomic bomb equivalent to chemical warfare And forever we can drag on and on But, to disagree gift from me up under the Christmas tree don't mean shit to me You're kicking me out? It's degrees and it's Christmas Eve (little prick just leave) Ma, let me grab my fucking coat, anything to have other's goats Why we always at each others Especially when dad, he fucked us both We're in the same fucking boat, you'd think that it'd us close (nope) Further away that drove us, but headlights shine, a car full of belongings Still got a ways to go, back to house it's straight up the road And I was the man of the house, the oldest, so my shoulders the weight of the load Then got taken away by the state at eight years old, and That's when I realized you sick and it wasn't fixable or changeable And to day we remained estranged and I hate it though, but
I we are who we are Headlights in the dark night I drive on Maybe we took too far
'Cause to this day we remain estranged and I it though you ain't even get to witness your grand baby's growth But I'm sorry mama for 'Cleaning Out My Closet', at the time I was Rightfully so, never meant that far to take it though, 'cause Now I it's not your fault, and I'm not making jokes That I no longer play at shows and I cringe every time it's on the radio And I think of Nathan being in a home And all the you fed us And how I wanted you to taste your own, but Now the medications taken over and your mental states deteriorating And I'm way too old to cry, that shit's though But ma, I you, so does Nathan yo All you did, all you said, you did your best to raise us Foster care, that cross you bare, few may be as heavy as But I love you Debbie Mathers, oh a tangled web we have, 'cause One thing I never asked was where the my deadbeat dad was Fuck it I guess he had trouble keeping up with every But I'd have every mattress, every rock and desert cactus Own a collection of maps and followed my kids to the edge of the Someone ever moved them from me? That you could bet your If I had to come down the chimney dressed as Santa, kidnap And although one has met their Once you pulled up in our drive one as we were leaving to get some hamburgers Me, her and Nate, we you, hugged you And as you left I had overwhelming sadness come over me As we off to go our separate paths, and I saw your headlights as I looked And I'm mad I didn't get the chance to you for being my Mom and my Dad So Mom, please accept this as a tribute I wrote on the jet I guess I had to get off my chest, I hope I get the chance to lay it before I'm dead The stewardess to fasten my seat belt, I guess we're crashing So if I'm not dreaming, I hope you get this message that I'll always you from afar 'Cause my mama
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the night I drive on we took this too far
I want a new One without a So I'm coming tonight Well no what the cost And if the goes down Or if the can't wake me up know that I was alright And I was not to die
Oh even if songs to sing My children carry me Just know that I'm I was not to die Because I put my in my new girl So I say goodbye cruel world know that I'm alright I am not to die
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the dark I drive on Maybe we took this too far, I a new life