Mom I I let you down And though you say the days are Why is the off, and I'm fucked up? And mom, I he's not around But don't you the blame on me As you pour yourself another and
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the night, I drive on Maybe we took too far
I in headfirst thinking about who what I said hurt, in what verse My mom got it the worst The brunt of it, but as as we are Did I it too far? Cleaning out my closet and all other songs But I don't hate you 'cause ma! You're still to me, cause you're my mom far be it for you to be calling, my house was Vietnam Desert Storm and of us put together Can form an atomic bomb equivalent to chemical And forever we can drag on and on But, agree to That gift from me up under the Christmas tree mean shit to me You're kicking me out? It's fifteen degrees and Christmas Eve (little prick just leave) Ma, let me grab my fucking coat, anything to each other's goats Why we always at each others throats? when dad, he fucked us both in the same fucking boat, you'd think that it'd make us close (nope) Further away that drove us, but together headlights shine, a car of belongings Still got a ways to go, back to grandma's house it's up the road And I was the man of the house, the oldest, so my shoulders the weight of the load Then Nate got away by the state at eight years old, and when I realized you were sick and it wasn't fixable or changeable And to this day we remained estranged and I it though, but
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the dark night I on we took this too far
'Cause to this day we estranged and I hate it though 'Cause you ain't even get to your grand baby's growth But I'm sorry mama for 'Cleaning Out My Closet', at the time I was maybe so, never meant that far to take it though, 'cause Now I it's not your fault, and I'm not making jokes song I no longer play at shows and I cringe every time it's on the radio And I think of being placed in a home And all the you fed us And how I just wanted you to your own, but Now the taken over and your mental states deteriorating slow And I'm way too old to cry, that shit's though But ma, I you, so does Nathan yo All you did, all you said, you did your best to us both Foster care, cross you bare, few may be as heavy as yours But I you Debbie Mathers, oh what a tangled web we have, 'cause One I never asked was where the fuck my deadbeat dad was Fuck it I he had trouble keeping up with every address But I'd have flipped every mattress, every and desert cactus Own a of maps and followed my kids to the edge of the atlas Someone moved them from me? That you could bet your ass's If I had to come down the chimney as Santa, kidnap them And one has met their grandma Once you pulled up in our one night as we were leaving to get some hamburgers Me, her and Nate, we you, hugged you And as you left I had this overwhelming sadness over me As we pulled off to go our paths, and I saw your headlights as I looked And I'm mad I didn't get the chance to you for being my Mom and my Dad So Mom, accept this as a tribute I wrote this on the jet I guess I had to get off my chest, I hope I get the chance to lay it before I'm dead The stewardess said to my seat belt, I guess we're crashing So if I'm not dreaming, I hope you get this message that I'll always love you afar 'Cause my mama
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the dark night I on Maybe we took too far
I a new life One a cause So I'm coming tonight Well no matter the cost And if the plane down Or if the crew wake me up know that I was alright And I was not to die
Oh even if there's songs to My children will me Just know that I'm I was not to die Because I put my faith in my new So I never say goodbye world Just that I'm alright I am not to die
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the dark night I on we took this too far, I want a new life