Mom I know I let you And you say the days are happy Why is the off, and I'm fucked up? And mom, I know not around But don't you the blame on me As you pour yourself drink and
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the dark night, I on Maybe we this too far
I went in Never about who what I said hurt, in what verse My mom got it the worst The of it, but as stubborn as we are Did I it too far? Cleaning out my closet and all them other But regardless I hate you 'cause ma! You're still to me, cause you're my mom Though far be it for you to be calling, my was Vietnam Desert Storm and both of us put Can an atomic bomb equivalent to chemical warfare And forever we can this on and on But, agree to gift from me up under the Christmas tree don't mean shit to me You're kicking me out? It's fifteen and it's Christmas Eve (little prick just leave) Ma, let me my fucking coat, anything to have each other's goats Why we always at each others throats? Especially when dad, he fucked us in the same fucking boat, you'd think that it'd make us close (nope) Further away that drove us, but together headlights shine, a car full of Still got a ways to go, to grandma's house it's straight up the road And I was the man of the house, the oldest, so my shoulders carried the weight of the Then Nate got away by the state at eight years old, and That's when I realized you sick and it wasn't fixable or changeable And to day we remained estranged and I hate it though, but
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the night I drive on we took this too far
'Cause to day we remain estranged and I hate it though 'Cause you ain't even get to witness your baby's growth But I'm sorry mama for 'Cleaning Out My Closet', at the time I was Rightfully maybe so, never meant that far to it though, 'cause Now I know it's not your fault, and I'm not jokes That song I no longer play at shows and I cringe every time on the radio And I think of Nathan being placed in a And all the you fed us And how I wanted you to taste your own, but Now the medications taken and your mental states deteriorating slow And I'm way too old to cry, that painful though But ma, I forgive you, so Nathan yo All you did, all you said, you did your best to raise us Foster care, that cross you bare, few may be as heavy as But I you Debbie Mathers, oh what a tangled web we have, 'cause One I never asked was where the fuck my deadbeat dad was it I guess he had trouble keeping up with every address But I'd have flipped every mattress, every and desert cactus Own a collection of maps and followed my kids to the edge of the Someone moved them from me? That you could bet your ass's If I had to come the chimney dressed as Santa, kidnap them And although one has met grandma Once you pulled up in our drive one night as we leaving to get some hamburgers Me, her and Nate, we introduced you, you And as you left I had this overwhelming come over me As we pulled off to go our paths, and I saw your headlights as I back And I'm mad I didn't get the chance to thank you for my Mom and my Dad So Mom, please accept this as a tribute I wrote on the jet I I had to get this off my chest, I hope I get the chance to lay it before I'm dead The stewardess said to fasten my seat belt, I guess crashing So if I'm not dreaming, I hope you get this message that I'll always love you afar 'Cause my mama
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the night I drive on we took this too far
I a new life One without a So I'm coming tonight Well no what the cost And if the goes down Or if the crew can't me up Just that I was alright And I was not to die
Oh if there's songs to sing My children carry me Just know that I'm I was not to die Because I put my in my new girl So I say goodbye cruel world Just that I'm alright I am not to die
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the dark night I on Maybe we took this too far, I a new life