1] I met my girl when I was 18 old And she was just 23 I really love her my heart And even though I don't it fam I hope she loves me So I done this private show I'm doing Footlocker promo And judging from the postcode it was Shoreditch or Did 6 or 7 tracks, made 6 or 7 A couple days later on twitter I saw this of myself and I was grinning That 4K camera of had got me tripping So I'm out who did it When I stumbled on girl And I tell that she was different A couple hours now I'm liking all her pictures I ain't I typed her twitter into my Insta so I could check on every single little digit Why didn't I just message Trust me I was thinking, but I'm a self-centred rapper too concerned my image The So when she hit me first I'm pretty shocked I burst I'm Josh, Jack and Juss who am I ringing first? Man I was so That I replied a minute that's that bro I think that you just let her know excited Too excited, no clue on what I should do So I'm just typing, like a fool, excited
2] And we were talking for hours over some things Ignoring everyone else to her I'm quick This of chick she got a spark like you were lighting spliffs You know you like her you're thinking about your words She got me typing, my messages then re-writing In the that there's a smile when she's replying The highlight of my day, them phone calls in the it's the little things The girl, she had a and I liked it and She's into photography and she's got a for it And she respects that I'm rapping but she ain't for it See that's the perfect There's nothing better than a with talent Drive, ambition all of things above She's showing an I ain't met her yet She works around the corner but lives just outside of I ain't fronting, I'm a boy Intentions are in question so my are decoys If even makes sense? The first time I met her, I'm surrounded by my Random on some staircase So for a first date I had a show And I asked if she could me after Maybe we could chill, you never where things could go No problem she down to in the cold So I went across the road, grey hoodie a coat If I'm remembering always kind of weird when the person that you were texting Is the you are obsessed with I was on her the jump I think she was wearing pumps or when I first met her, no, it's either either one She was looking so attractive I barely saw skin 'cause she was covered a mattress Man, I that she's the one I was stuck for twenty seconds trying to give the a hug And all my friends were drunk so fuck it, I'm to kiss her Any complications, I'm blaming it on the my name on Twitter and blocking her on my Insta I saw her blush the moment that our lips touched She my bottom lip until it stretched Kissed me on my cheek she reached around my neck And had me moaning like a Even I'm wearing jeans, I had to re-arrange my dick so she don't see that I'm erect It's the first we met, got me feeling like a creep And that strawberry flavour gave her tongue a kinda sweet taste And we could speak about we were friends first I dropped her to the I remember Cuz we had a conversation for ages our dreams And the things that we hadn't seen and all that we to do I bet she's my intentions are true And as months went by we both got into it, and And I'mma spare you the details cuz both of our parents are listening But really we were it us, into this Into everything about each other we were lovers and I her cuz she knows me and that's probably why she told me you ain't ready for a girl You're still a little kid that's getting ready for the world and you don't need kinda burden But I her that I want it And I'm just being honest, yes I know that girls but I don't see them as a problem I every single word And I ain't gonna lie and say DM's been absurd but out of every single girl This is the of positions It's usually the girl that's asking where I see her fitting or a place on her But I'm telling her I it And I don't think she sees it so I'm being ever when we're speaking and we're meeting I've got affectionate messages, you could read You gotta tell a girl that she's beautiful she sees it it, understands it more than physically Mentally, and the way that I'm I could talk 10 years about the that we shared The jokes that we had The places we've been The music we made producing next to my bed Then my minor changes in reference to what she said I think I start to tired, my shcedule's a mess Replies are gettin' lazy and my lady knows it's But there if I'm in need While I'm at shows getting tempted by girls that are on knees You know I'm only a teen, it's my eyes started drifting Not as as I pictured to give your all to a woman Ignoring all this attention that's been to my head The sex is so accessible, one message or text and girls will get in bed She's tryna make it with photos and her events I it's her passion, photography is her thing And I know if it's the pressure Where paper the passion and the pleasure We all got a work to So now she's popping up at pictures on her own And at it wasn't cool But it we let it go Until I saw her in some rapper's tracksuit, I a way She told me it was work and she was in some Taking and I just sighed halfway wannabe rappers that fed her lies He ain't for no pictures I it's your profession But read intentions They ain't paying photographers to shoot that same session And that felt so disrespectful, on our dreams And crushing 'em, I just told her it's nothing do what you to do If I ain't you Then my opinion's all I'm giving when I to you Cause I don't have the Why should girls be punished for a male's mind? When I about it now, I'm ashamed to the core I mean how many men stop their women from achieving what they can because in secret been feelig insecure And I can't handle my emotions, probably why I didn't see her Talent when I shoulda been supporting and Like I didn't have a platform, a voice and a With I knew, I really coulda do a lot of things to help chase her dream But of me to grow into the person that she needs I like I couldn't see And I don't mean to say this like I don't the girl But how can I trust her if I don't trust And girls can get tempted you know how it goes What if she meets a rapper when she's at a show? What if he sees her if he selling lots? What if got a bigger car, got a better watch? That bother me, she really ain't material It's all the little things they do that put the in you What if he actually What if he her too? What if doing all the things that I'm supposed to do? What if he's listening, laughing, What if he even to ask her how her day's been? What he's trying to her everything she needs and expects from the one damn person that she's dating? I helped her follow her dream But instead I held her back and had her me And boys got a brave face so you'll know hurts just as much when you let them go