1] I met my girl I was 18 years old And she was just 23 I love her from my heart And even though I don't deserve it fam I she loves me So I just done this private show I'm doing Footlocker And judging from the it was Shoreditch or Soho Did 6 or 7 tracks, made 6 or 7 A couple days later on twitter I saw photo of myself and I was grinning 4K camera of quality had got me tripping So I'm out who did it When I stumbled on girl And I tell that she was different A couple hours later now I'm liking all her I finished I typed her twitter name into my Insta so I check on every single little digit Why I just message her? Trust me I was thinking, but I'm a self-centred too concerned about my image The So when she hit me first I'm pretty shocked I didn't I'm calling Josh, and Juss who am I ringing first? Man I was so That I replied a minute later that's that bro I think that you let her know excited Too excited, no on what I should do excited So I'm just typing, like a fool, excited
2] And we were talking for hours over minor things Ignoring everyone else to her I'm quick This type of chick she got a like you were lighting spliffs You know you like her when you're thinking your words She got me typing, deleting my messages re-writing In the hope that there's a smile when replying The of my day, them phone calls in the night it's the little things The girl, she had a and I liked it and She's into photography and she's got a for it And she respects I'm rapping but she ain't catting for it See the perfect balance There's nothing better than a girl talent Drive, ambition all of things above She's showing an I even met her yet She around the corner but lives just outside of London I ain't fronting, I'm a boy are in question so my compliments are decoys If that even makes The first time I met her, I'm by my friends Random ends on some So for a first date I just had a And I asked if she meet me after we could chill, you never know where things could go No she down to roll in the cold So I went across the road, hoodie under a coat If I'm remembering It's kind of weird when the person that you were texting Is the person you are obsessed I was on her from the I think she was wearing pumps or Vans I first met her, no, it's either either one She was looking so attractive I barely saw skin 'cause she was like a mattress Man, I think that the one I was stuck for twenty trying to give the girl a hug And all my were drunk so fuck it, I'm about to kiss her Any complications, I'm it on the liquor Changing my name on Twitter and blocking her on my I saw her skin the moment that our lips touched She pulled my bottom lip until it Kissed me on my until she reached around my neck And had me like a bitch Even though I'm wearing jeans, I had to re-arrange my dick so she don't see I'm erect It's the time we met, got me feeling like a creep And that strawberry flavour gave her a kinda sweet little taste And we could speak about we were friends first I dropped her to the I remember Cuz we had a conversation for about our dreams And the that we hadn't seen and all that we intended to do I bet she's hoping my are true And as months went by we got into it, and intimate And spare you the details cuz both of our parents are probably listening But really we were it us, into this Into everything about each other we were lovers and I love her cuz she knows me and that's probably why she told me you ain't for a girl You're still a little kid that's getting for the world and you don't need that kinda burden But I her that I want it And I'm just being honest, yes I know that girls exist but I don't see them as a I meant single word And I ain't gonna lie and say DM's have been absurd but out of single girl This is the of positions It's usually the girl that's where I see her fitting or a place on her position But I'm telling her I it And I don't she sees it so I'm being ever sweeter when we're speaking and we're meeting I've got affectionate messages, you could read You gotta tell a girl that beautiful until she sees it it, understands it more than physically Mentally, and the way I'm feeling I could talk 10 years about the that we shared The jokes we had running The places we've been The music we together producing next to my bed Then making my minor changes in reference to what she I I start to getting tired, my shcedule's a mess are gettin' lazy and my lady knows it's crazy But she's if I'm in need While I'm at getting tempted by girls that are on their knees You know I'm only a teen, it's like my eyes started Not as easy as I pictured to give all to a woman Ignoring all this attention that's been to my head The sex is so accessible, one message or and girls will get in your bed She's tryna make it with photos and her events I it's her passion, photography is her thing And I don't know if the pressure Where paper meets the passion and the We all got a to survive So now she's up at shows Taking on her own And at first it cool But it we let it go Until I saw her in rapper's tracksuit, I felt a way She told me it was and she was in some studio Taking pictures and I just halfway wannabe rappers that fed her lies He looking for no pictures I know it's profession But read their ain't paying male photographers to shoot that same session And felt so disrespectful, standing on our dreams And crushing 'em, I told her it's nothing do what you need to do If I feeding you Then my opinion's all I'm giving I speak to you Cause I don't the right Why should girls be punished for a male's dirty When I think about it now, I'm ashamed to the I mean how many men their women from achieving what they can because in secret they've been feelig insecure And I handle my emotions, it's probably why I didn't see her Talent when I shoulda supporting and promoting Like I have a platform, a voice and a following With everyone I knew, I really coulda do a lot of things to help chase her But instead of me to grow into the person that she I like I couldn't see And I mean to say this like I don't trust the girl But how can I trust her if I don't trust And even can get tempted you know how it goes What if she meets a bigger rapper when at a show? if he sees her backstage? What if he lots? What if he's got a bigger car, got a watch? That doesn't bother me, she really ain't It's all the things they do that put the fear in you What if he actually What if he her too? if he's doing all the things that I'm supposed to do? What if listening, laughing, relating? if he even cares to ask her how her day's been? What he's trying to give her she needs and expects from the one damn person that she's dating? I helped her follow her dream But instead I held her and had her following me And got a brave face so you'll never know That hurts just as when you let them go