Luyện nghe bài hát I'm Sorry

I should be dead maybe I got lives?
Seven left cos already died twice
I'm glad it bye-bye Because
its my time to do it the high-life
what I'm making is really
but i needa about some shit that
happened a ago hold up
let me clear my throat yo im about to get
but i really you feel it though.

See about it hurts it's when
I was an but i was at my worst
No-one knew I didn't one person
bring myself to do it cos i felt like a burden.
Give me any I was chewing em up
if I have lives then I'm using em up.
No-one knew my addiction it was stupid as
90 pills daily of plus

I know that's extreme and i should be right
but i was so up
my was that high
that's the thing with the codeine addiction it's over the counter so you don't prescriptions

three packets in a day
I didnt get high but i would
em because if I didn't take em then
I would be hitting withdraws and guess
All of this was

and i cant in this form
having shit thoughts i got nothing to live for
I was a i couldnt feel nothing
I smashed packets
cos i just to feel something
yo I fo'sure I was at the
venue i was going to
I can't remember see I was in the report
my tour manager me convulsing on the floor everyone surrounding no one knowing what its for
literally no one knew I was going it all
I fucked up I should be knowing before I'm a fucking junkie how am I going on a tour?
I let down my fans and i owe it to all
that's why I'm being and
so open it all it's so hard
not knowing what is
I can't talk about it so I wrote it in song

up in hospital going through withdraws
someone guarding my bed but nobody talk
no phone there to call
saying what the is going on
and no one inform me

And I'm not knowing it's for tubes everywhere if only I could walk
a man approaches am I alright
Then he me I'm on suicide watch
I'm a danger to myself I wouldn't him
I try kill myself but they wouldn't believe me
I spent a in a hospital bed
in a nightmare and
i want it to end

I'm thinking to have I got any friends?
Or who don't use have I got any left?
There's many where I would want to be dead
but we've lost too many and I don't want to be
now im I got me some rest
I know now i don't want it again
the I hit the gym then the stronger I get
the more the on my shoulder
got any strength
I let my fans and my down
the people standing by me are family now
yo im to anyone who's a fan of me
I if you wanted to abandon me

But if it for my family
I Woulda the knot on the
the devil handed me.
I gotta show ma 'father and my mum
and let em know
it's not them fucked up
now you got a son
if i say im do it
then the job will get
I any pain now im not gonna run
the gyms a new addiction but a one

the battle with addiction a battle on its own
the worst part is I try it alone
so if hearing this and your battling at home
tell somebody your family should know!
I'm loving life now I'm it back
if I can do shit fucking anyone can
remember cos I blacked out
but I wouldn't change a cos it
me who I am now