Luyện nghe bài hát I'm Sorry

I should be maybe I got nine lives?
Seven left cos I've died twice
I'm glad it wasn't Because
its my time to do it without the
what I'm making is dope
but i needa talk about some shit
a year ago hold up
let me clear my yo im about to get deep
but i really you feel it though.

See talking about it it's when
I was an but i was at my worst
No-one I didn't tell one person
couldn't myself to do it cos i felt like a burden.
me any drug I was chewing em up
if I have nine then I'm using em up.
knew my addiction it was stupid as fuck
90 pills daily of plus

I that's extreme and i should be dead right
but i was so up
my tolerance was that
that's the thing with the codeine addiction it's over the so you don't need prescriptions

That's packets in a day
I didnt get high but i have
em anyway if I didn't take em then
I be hitting withdraws and guess what?
All of this was

and i play in this form
having shit like i got nothing to live for
I was a zombie i couldnt feel
I smashed packets
cos i wanted to feel something
yo I fo'sure I was at the
venue i was going to
I remember see I was told in the report
my tour manager found me convulsing on the floor everyone no one knowing what its for
literally no one knew I was going it all
I up I should be knowing this before I'm a fucking junkie how am I going on a tour?
I let down my and i owe it to them all
that's why I'm honest and
so with it all it's so hard
not what is wrong
I can't talk about it so I wrote it in this

up in hospital going through withdraws
someone guarding my bed but nobody talk
no phone nobody to call
what the fuck is going on
and no one inform me

And I'm not knowing what's it's for tubes if only I could walk
a man approaches am I doc?
he tells me I'm on suicide watch
I'm a danger to myself I wouldn't him
I didn't try kill but they wouldn't believe me
I spent a month in a bed
in a nightmare and
i just it to end

I'm thinking to myself I got any friends?
Or who don't use have I got any left?
There's many times I would want to be dead
but we've lost too and I don't want to be next
now im happy I got me rest
I know now i don't want it again
the harder I hit the gym the stronger I get
the more the on my shoulder
hasn't got any
I let my and my family down
the standing by me are like family now
yo im sorry to who's a fan of me
I understand if you to abandon me

But if it for my family
I Woulda tied the on the
rope the devil me.
I gotta ma 'father and my mum love
and let em that
it's not them that up
now you got a son
if i say im do it
the job will get done
I any pain now im not gonna run
the a new addiction but a positive one

the battle with it's a battle on its own
the worst is I try battle it alone
so if your hearing this and your battling at
tell somebody your family should know!
I'm loving life now I'm getting it
if I can do this shit fucking can
can't cos I blacked out
but I wouldn't a thing cos it
me who I am now