So we left Willa and I He headed East to Baghdad and the of it I set out I walked the or six miles to the last of the street lamps And hunkered in the curb dusk Holding out my In no great hope at the ramshackle procession of home traffic Success! An ancient Mercedes ' The ubiquitous, Arab, shared drew up I turned out my pockets and shrugged at the " J'ai pas de " " Venez! " A soft voice the back seat The driver lent wearily across and pushed open the door I stooped to look at the two men there One besuited, bespectacled, moustached, irritated, distant, The other, the one who had spoken, Frail, fifty five-ish, bald, sallow, in a short sleeved pale cotton shirt one biro in the breast pocket A clerk maybe, sunken in the seat "Venez!" He again, and smiled "Mais pas de l'argent" "Oui, Oui, d'accord, Venez!"
Are these the people that we bomb Are we so sure they us harm Is our pleasure, punishment or crime Is this a mountain we really want to climb The road is hard, hard and Put down that two by This man would never turn you from his Oh George! Oh George! That Texas education must have fucked you up when you were very
He beckoned with a small arthritic of his hand Fingers together like a child waving The driver put my old Hofner in the boot with my rucksack And off we " etes Francais, monsieur? " " Non, " " Ah! " " Est-ce que vous Anglais, Monsieur? " "Non, je regrette" And so on In small talk between strangers, his French alien but Mine but eager to please A lift, after all, is a Late moustache us brusquely And some later the dolmus slowed at a crossroads lit by a single lightbulb Swung through a U-turn and stopped in a of dust I the door and got out But my benefactor no move to follow The driver my guitar and rucksack at my feet And away my thanks returned to the boot Only to reappear a pair of alloy crutches he leaned against the rear wing of the Mercedes. He reached into the car and my companion out Only one leg, the second trouser leg neatly pinned a vacant hip " Monsieur, si voulez, ca sera un honneur pour nous Si vous venez avec moi a la maison pour manger ma femme "
When I was 17 my mother, her heart, fulfilled my summer dream She me the keys to the car We down to Paris, fuelled with Dexedrine and booze Got in Antibes by the cops And fleeced in by the wops But was kind to us, we were the English dudes Our had helped them win the war we all knew what we were fighting for But now an Englishman abroad is just a US The bulldog is a poodle snapping round the scoundrel's refuge
"Ma femme", thank God! but not queer The taxi off leaving us in the dim light of the swinging bulb No in sight What the "Merci monsieur" "Bon, Venez!" His faced in pleasure, he set off in front of me Swinging his leg the crutches with agonising care Up the dusty side road into the After half an hour we'd gone maybe half a When on the right I made out the low profile of a He called out in Arabic to announce our And after some scuffling inside a was lit And the changing angle of light in the wide crack the door Signalled the of someone within The door creaked open and there, a biblical looking oil lamp Stood a squat, moustached woman, smiling up at us She stood aside to let us in and as she I saw the reason for her She carried on her a shocking hump I nodded and smiled at her in greeting, fighting for control The between the one-legged man and his monstrous wife too much for me
Is gentleness too for us Should gentleness be filed along empathy We feel for someone else's Every time a smart bomb its sums and gets it wrong Someone else's child dies and in defence rise America, America, please us when we call You got hip-hop, be-bop, hustle and You got Atticus You got Jane You got of speech You got great beaches, wildernesses and let the might, the Christian right, fuck it all up For you and the rest of the
talked excitedly She went to take his crutches in of care He chiding, We have a She by her faux pas Took my things and them gently in the corner "Du the?" We sat on meagre cushions in one of the single room The floor was earth packed hard and by one wall a raised Some six foot by covered by a simple sheet, the bed The hunchback busied herself with small copper pots over an open And brought us tea, hot and And so to Flat, bread, + thin Cooked in an iron over the open hearth Then and dipped into the soft insides of female sea urchins My hostess did not eat, I ate her She would hear of else, I was their guest And then she behind a curtain And left the men to sit thimbles full of Arak Carefully poured a small bottle with a faded label Soon she reappeared, Carrying in her arms pride and joy, their child. I'd never seen a like that So severe that as one eye out the other disappeared behind its nose
Not in my name, Tony, you war leader you Terror is still terror, whosoever to frame the rules History's not by the vanquished or the damned Now we are Genghis Khan, Borghia, Son of Sam In 1961 they took this child their home I wonder became of them In the that was Lebanon If I could find now, could I make amends? How does the end?
And so to bed, me that is, not Of they slept on the floor behind a curtain Whilst I lay awake all night on their bed Then came the and then their quiet stirrings Careful not to wake the I in great pretence And the proffered bowl of water heated up and washed And sipped my in its tiny cup And with much "merci-ing" and bowing and shaking of hands We left the to her chores And we men made our way back to the The painful slowness of our progress by the brilliant morning light The dolmus reappeared My gave me one crutch and leaning on the other Shook my and smiled "Merci, monsieur," I " De " " And merci a votre femme, est tres gentille " up his other crutch He himself to be folded into the back seat again "Bon voyage, monsieur," he And half bowed as the taxi south towards the city I turned North, my over my shoulder And the first hot gust of Quickly the salt tears from my young cheeks.