So we left Beirut and I He headed East to Baghdad and the of it I set out I walked the five or six to the last of the street lamps And hunkered in the curb dusk out my thumb In no hope at the ramshackle procession of home bound traffic Success! An ancient 'dolmus ' The ubiquitous, Arab, shared drew up I turned out my and shrugged at the driver " pas de l'argent " " Venez! " A soft voice from the back The driver lent across and pushed open the back door I stooped to look at the two men there One besuited, bespectacled, moustached, irritated, distant, The other, the one who had spoken, Frail, fifty five-ish, bald, sallow, in a short sleeved pale cotton shirt one biro in the breast pocket A clerk maybe, slightly sunken in the "Venez!" He said again, and "Mais pas de l'argent" "Oui, Oui, d'accord, Venez!"
Are these the people that we bomb Are we so sure they mean us Is our pleasure, punishment or crime Is this a mountain that we want to climb The is hard, hard and long Put that two by four This man would never turn you from his Oh George! Oh George! That Texas education have fucked you up when you were very small
He beckoned a small arthritic motion of his hand Fingers together a child waving goodbye The driver put my old Hofner guitar in the boot my rucksack And off we " etes Francais, monsieur? " " Non, " " Ah! " " Est-ce que vous parlais Anglais, " "Non, je regrette" And so on In talk between strangers, his French alien but correct halting but eager to please A lift, all, is a lift Late left us brusquely And some miles later the dolmus at a crossroads lit by a single lightbulb Swung through a U-turn and stopped in a of dust I the door and got out But my benefactor no move to follow The dumped my guitar and rucksack at my feet And waving away my returned to the boot Only to reappear with a of alloy crutches Which he leaned against the rear of the Mercedes. He reached into the car and my companion out Only one leg, the second trouser leg neatly beneath a vacant hip " Monsieur, si vous voulez, ca un honneur pour nous Si vous venez avec moi a la maison pour manger ma femme "
When I was 17 my mother, bless her heart, fulfilled my summer She handed me the to the car We motored down to Paris, with Dexedrine and booze Got bust in Antibes by the And in Naples by the wops But everyone was to us, we were the English dudes Our had helped them win the war When we all what we were fighting for But now an Englishman is just a US stooge The bulldog is a poodle snapping the scoundrel's last refuge
"Ma femme", thank God! but not queer The taxi drove off leaving us in the dim light of the swinging No building in the hell "Merci monsieur" "Bon, Venez!" His faced in pleasure, he set off in front of me Swinging his leg the crutches with agonising care Up the dusty side road into the After half an hour gone maybe half a mile When on the right I out the low profile of a building He called out in Arabic to our arrival And some scuffling inside a lamp was lit And the changing angle of light in the wide under the door Signalled the of someone within The door creaked open and there, holding a biblical looking oil a squat, moustached woman, stooped smiling up at us She stood to let us in and as she turned I saw the reason for her She carried on her back a hump I and smiled back at her in greeting, fighting for control The gentleness between the one-legged man and his monstrous too much for me
Is too much for us Should gentleness be filed along with We feel for someone else's Every time a smart bomb does its sums and it wrong Someone else's child and equities in defence rise America, America, hear us when we call You got hip-hop, be-bop, and bustle You got Atticus You got Jane You got freedom of You got beaches, wildernesses and malls let the might, the Christian right, fuck it all up For you and the rest of the
They excitedly She to take his crutches in routine of care He chiding, We have a She embarrassed by her pas my things and laid them gently in the corner "Du the?" We sat on meagre cushions in one corner of the single The was earth packed hard and by one wall a raised platform Some six foot by four covered by a sheet, the bed The hunchback busied herself with small copper over an open hearth And us tea, hot and sweet And so to Flat, unleavened bread, + in an iron skillet over the open hearth Then folded and dipped into the soft insides of female sea My hostess did not eat, I ate her She hear of nothing else, I was their guest And she retired behind a curtain And left the men to sit drinking thimbles full of Carefully poured a small bottle with a faded label Soon she reappeared, Carrying in her arms their pride and joy, child. I'd never seen a like that So severe that as one eye looked out the disappeared behind its nose
Not in my name, Tony, you war leader you Terror is still terror, whosoever gets to frame the History's not by the vanquished or the damned Now we are Genghis Khan, Borghia, Son of Sam In 1961 they took this into their home I wonder became of them In the cauldron that was If I could them now, could I make amends? How does the end?
And so to bed, me is, not them Of they slept on the floor behind a curtain Whilst I lay awake all on their earthen bed Then came the dawn and their quiet stirrings Careful not to wake the I yawned in great And the proffered bowl of water heated up and washed And sipped my coffee in its cup And then with much "merci-ing" and and shaking of hands We left the to her chores And we men made our way to the crossroads The painful slowness of our progress accentuated by the morning light The dolmus reappeared My host me one crutch and leaning on the other my hand and smiled "Merci, monsieur," I " De " " And merci a votre femme, est tres gentille " up his other crutch He allowed to be folded into the back seat again "Bon voyage, monsieur," he And half bowed as the taxi headed south the city I turned North, my guitar my shoulder And the first hot of wind Quickly dried the salt tears my young cheeks.