Uh hi, My is Murs, and uh Yeah, I've had a couple years But uh, you I guess I was I don't feel anymore Uh, you know I'm just at this point I'm not too high And I'm not too low, I'm here And okay And a word for that called 'melancholy'
1] They say happiness is a choice Well, I they get to choose Put all them so-called friends with they ass friends Ain't never in my shoes Had my back up against the to jump up off the edge Just paid for a shrink but she me think the problem's all in my head So with that said, I went On my own face my fears I stopped, popped a pill, and it all got So I started writing this here And it me years to get to this point Where I don't wanna die day You can't put it in your mind to be down all the 'cause the sun go shine
I been walking down this road, eyes Reaching for a future that I hold Blindfold, closed Reaching for a that I cannot hold And it takes a on my soul Said it takes a toll on my Walking this road, eyes closed Reaching for a future I cannot hold Don't mean to make you bad you think that I'm sad No need for you to feel Bro, I'm melancholy Don't to make you feel bad Because you think I'm sad No need for you to sorry Bro, I'm melancholy
2] Now I they call me crazy I just act like I hear But they had it this rough or even lost as much As I did in just one Have you ever had the like you don't wanna die But like, wait, still not wanna be fog roll in and them days get dark And it start getting hard for you to see I know pain too well I swear I been hell If I smile, oh well worry 'bout yourself I tell 'em me 'lone, I'm just in my zone But some people take the hint When my life so strange, I through so much change Why would I yo' two cents? But everybody got they On how to my pain go away But is just like a SoundCloud page Everybody got one these So you can the interrogation 'Cause you only wasting your If you mind your business then I mine And gon' be just fine
I walking down this road, eyes closed Reaching for a future I cannot hold Blindfold, closed Reaching for a future that I hold And it takes a on my soul Said it takes a on my soul Walking down road, eyes closed for a future that I cannot hold Don't to make you feel bad Because you that I'm sad No for you to feel sorry Bro, I'm melancholy Don't mean to you feel bad you think that I'm sad No for you to feel sorry Bro, I'm just