Uh hi, My is Murs, and uh Yeah, I've had a couple years But uh, you I I was depressed I feel depressed anymore Uh, you know I'm just at this point I'm not too high And I'm not too low, I'm just And that's And a word for that called 'melancholy'
1] They say that is a choice Well, I guess they get to Put all them so-called friends with fake ass friends never been in my shoes Had my up against the wall 'bout to up off the edge Just for a shrink but she made me think That the all in my head So with that said, I solo On my own tryna my fears I stopped, popped a pill, and it all got So I started writing this here And it took me to get to this point Where I wanna die every day You can't put it in your to be down all the time the sun go shine anyway
I been walking down this road, closed Reaching for a future that I cannot Blindfold, closed Reaching for a future I cannot hold And it takes a toll on my Said it takes a toll on my down this road, eyes closed Reaching for a future that I cannot Don't mean to you feel bad Because you think I'm sad No for you to feel sorry Bro, I'm just Don't to make you feel bad Because you think I'm sad No for you to feel sorry Bro, I'm just
2] Now I they call me crazy I just act I can't hear But they ain't had it this rough or lost as much As I did in just one you ever had the feeling like you don't wanna die But like, wait, not wanna be here That fog in and them days get dark And it getting hard for you to see clear I know that too well I swear I through hell If I don't smile, oh worry 'bout yourself I tell 'em leave me 'lone, I'm just in my But people can't take the hint When my so strange, I been through so much change Why would I yo' two cents? But got they ideas On how to my pain go away But is just like a SoundCloud page Everybody got one these So you can kill the you only wasting your time If you mind your then I mind mine And everything gon' be just
I been walking this road, eyes closed Reaching for a future that I hold Blindfold, eyes Reaching for a that I cannot hold And it a toll on my soul Said it takes a toll on my Walking this road, eyes closed Reaching for a future I cannot hold Don't mean to make you bad Because you that I'm sad No need for you to feel Bro, I'm just mean to make you feel bad Because you think I'm sad No for you to feel sorry Bro, I'm melancholy