Ever had that one important person in your life meant everything to you? the one who was always by your side when the whole world was on shoulders? And it was hard for you just to see them die in arms? And everyone telling you to on But deep down you know they still looking down on you? Well this guy, he wasn't a to me, he was my brother, he took his life at the age of 15, Til day he still in my heart...
1] My best he just lived around the block, A safe neighbourhood where get's along a lot, Since his death, nobody bought his house, seems like forgot, if he dissappeared in a black hole and never came out, but down in my heart, i see him still alive and living his life, you taken away from me in a quick instant, i didn't even have the to say goodbye, the distance wasn't far, your house was infront of mine, we always saw each other every day, no the weather, that day was the only day we hang out together, and that same you took your life away, i'm my friend you had to feel that way, but now all your and sorrow have now dissappeared, but taking your life didn't solve at all, you always looked normal, you always peaceful, and just a great friend, a great friend, now i pray and light candles for my best friend, That night i saw you walking from home down the street, you looked really and i knew you couldn't sleep, That was the same my best friend took a knife and commited suicide.
I'm really sorry you couldn't have the best to live, I'm really sorry for the love i couldn't give, I'm sorry if i ever caused you shit, but you the person up there i could share a tear with.
2] That morning i came at your door, your mom opened sobbing while crying and on the floor, your dad stood behind her and i my schoolbag, i ran up to your room, the door and gasped, She said she found you laying on the floor your pulse not beating, and i knew you was dead, ye i into tears, seeing you there not moving a muscle, hurt me so bad i couldn't beleive that you did to yourself, Just seing the bring you away, that was the last day i saw your face, skipped school that and stayed in my room and cried, 2 later it was your funeral, many people showed up, it made me feel good that you a lot of people, so i up at the alter and broke into tears, gave my friendship and everyone opened their ears, I cried and paid for my respects, I wish i could bring you from the dead, you had an casket so i came closer and saw your smile, Then i saw your coffin being burried in the ground, was the last time i felt your presence, it was scary, now in the present, your in a cemetary.
I'm really you couldn't have the best live to live, I'm really sorry for the brother love i give, I'm really sorry if i ever you shit, but you the only person up there i share a tear with.
3] It's already been 3 since u left me, I never had a best friend you who was always there for me, I'm so lonely, been by death, You without even saying a word, Deep down it pisses me off, Just left the like that like it screw you off! I feel i cost you to take your life away, And i like i killed you in every single way, As went by, i moved on with my life, But when i look back, i can you my eyes, Every chance i get, i come to tombstone, put a of flowers and say a few prayers, drip a few tears, and ask: "are you here?" it kills me badly every time i of you, you of asked me for help, i was a friend to you, you memory will be in my heart deep, I know your in the resting in peace.
I'm really you couldn't have the best live to live, I'm really sorry for the brother love i give, I'm sorry if i ever caused you shit, but you the only person up there i share a tear with.