I've never tasted like these before And though are the saddest I have known Their simple is none but one of joy For now it I may not be alone Upon this as I have been 'til now A truly unexpected twist of For I had given up on Especially myself, and it late Too late for any to cast a line His hook hit the ice and snap in two But someone blew a and with his breath Unfroze what a roaring fire could do An angel now is and from the start I knew I was bound to let him in But I smile I weep because I know That something ends so that can begin God, what a fool am I, or am I For years I kept hidden in my heart The of one who never had been more But whom I wrote about and set From men, though never did I tell My feelings, nay, but him as a muse An inspiration, to adore But rarely did I on what I'd lose If ever my affections were By someone living, breathing, and real For while I pledged my life to him in The same for me I knew he did not If I tell the truth, I'd say I planned To go on in fashion for all time I didn't he couldn't care for me As as I could own him in each rhyme And have someone to think each night When after torment wracked my soul To writhe in sorrow, in pain's delight To fill my was my only goal Until the day I dared to call it For love was the only I had known And I could keep the rest away For in my I never was alone And thus in love, though with a specter, I did expect, nor wish, nor care To take another in that holy Though in my I knew no one was there Yay, in my mind, but not so in my I loved, I swear I loved, why this pain of my will I opened up the door And swept the space where I hed remain And something dies within me as I As something new is born in tear Past years of I long to keep A that I both long for and fear There really was no question when it shooting star, both fire and gentleness Who never gave me to make my choice But made my his own with each caress For once and only once I did not I should feel and for that I was proud But it was one to enact the part And else to say the word aloud For I had, I felt a shadow fade Which over me had for all these years And no true loss in all the world match The of someone passing with my tears I hadn't known 'til then how I was Enveloped in mist of my design So of me my muse had thus become That in my eyes no star was to shine Unless it bore some of my phantom's Or strains of music in the beams my soul was open to the view No man could enter, except in my Its now and I am not afraid I full well what I am meant to do But late at when I recall my muse I cry for us as though he ever That I had waited years to my name Once spoken as it have always been Id wait there still but someone appeared And stole the no man could hope to win If to my I'd ever said hello It not hurt this much to say goodbye But there is tragic in this scene Which may appear as to the eye Of anyone who witnesses Bound in the arms and of my new friend in a way I've never been And healing wounds I thought never mend The that shattered my reality The I dreamed but never thought Id meet And now I look back except in dreams Yet when I do the pain is always For pain can show me who I was And from that to me how much Ive grown Ive never tears like these before And yes, they are the saddest I known