I've never tasted tears like these And though they are the saddest I known simple cause is none but one of joy For now it I may not be alone Upon this earth as I have 'til now A truly unexpected of fate For I had up on everyone Especially myself, and it late Too late for any to cast a line His hook hit the ice and snap in two But someone blew a kiss and with his Unfroze what ne'er a roaring could do An angel now is mine and from the I knew that I was to let him in But while I smile I because I know That ends so that this can begin God, a fool am I, or am I wise? For years have I hidden in my heart The name of one who never had more But whom I about and set apart From other men, never did I tell My feelings, nay, but used him as a An inspiration, something to But did I think on what I'd lose If ever my affections were By someone living, breathing, and real For while I pledged my life to him in The same for me I he did not feel If I could the truth, I'd say I planned To go on in this fashion for all I didn't care he couldn't for me As long as I could own him in rhyme And have someone to about each night When torment after torment wracked my To writhe in sorrow, bathe in delight To fill my pages was my goal Until the day I dared to it love For love was the only I had known And somehow I keep the rest away For in my mind I was alone And thus in love, though with a specter, I did expect, nor wish, nor care To take another in that place Though in my I knew no one was there Yay, in my mind, but not so in my I loved, I I loved, else why this pain When of my will I up the door And swept the where I swore hed remain And something dies within me as I As something new is born in tear years of memories I long to keep A future that I both long for and really was no question when it came This star, both fire and gentleness Who never gave me time to my choice But my will his own with each caress For and only once I did not think I should feel and for that I was proud But it was one to enact the part And something else to say the word For once I had, I felt a fade Which over me had hung for all years And no true loss in all the could match The sense of someone passing my tears I known 'til then how lost I was Enveloped in mist of my design So much of me my muse had become That in my eyes no star was seen to Unless it bore some of my phantom's Or carried of music in the beams Until my soul was to the view No man could enter, in my dreams Its over now and I am not I know full what I am meant to do But late at night when I recall my I cry for us as he ever knew That I had waited years to my name Once spoken as it have always been Id wait there still but real appeared And stole the no man could hope to win If to my muse I'd ever said It might not this much to say goodbye But is something tragic in this scene Which may appear as to the eye Of who witnesses myself Bound in the and lips of my new friend Completed in a way I've been And healing wounds I thought never mend The truth that my reality The soul I but never thought Id meet And now I don't back except in dreams Yet when I do the pain is sweet For only can show me who I was And from that girl to me how Ive grown Ive never tasted tears like these And yes, they are the I have known