I've never tasted tears these before And though are the saddest I have known simple cause is none but one of joy For now it seems I may not be Upon this earth as I have been now A truly unexpected of fate For I had up on everyone myself, and thought it late Too late for any to cast a line His hook hit the ice and snap in two But someone blew a and with his breath what ne'er a roaring fire could do An angel now is mine and the start I knew that I was to let him in But while I smile I because I know That something ends so that this can God, what a fool am I, or am I For have I kept hidden in my heart The name of one who never had been But I wrote about and set apart From other men, though did I tell My feelings, nay, but him as a muse An inspiration, to adore But rarely did I on what I'd lose If my affections were replaced By someone living, breathing, warm and For while I pledged my to him in song The same for me I he did not feel If I could tell the truth, I'd say I To go on in fashion for all time I didn't care he couldn't for me As long as I own him in each rhyme And have to think about each night When torment torment wracked my soul To writhe in sorrow, bathe in delight To fill my pages was my goal Until the day I dared to it love For this love was the only I had And somehow I could keep the away For in my I never was alone And being thus in love, though a specter, I did expect, nor wish, nor care To take another in that place in my mind I knew no one was there Yay, in my mind, but not so in my I loved, I I loved, else why this pain When of my I opened up the door And swept the space I swore hed remain And dies within me as I sweep As new is born in every tear Past years of I long to keep A future that I both for and fear There really was no question it came This shooting star, both fire and Who never gave me to make my choice But made my will his own with caress For once and only I did not think I should feel and for that I was proud But it was one thing to enact the And something to say the word aloud For once I had, I a shadow fade Which over me had for all these years And no loss in all the world could match The sense of passing with my tears I hadn't 'til then how lost I was Enveloped in mist of my design So much of me my muse had thus That in my eyes no was seen to shine Unless it some of my phantom's light Or carried strains of music in the Until my soul was open to the No man could enter, in my dreams Its now and I am not afraid I know full well what I am to do But late at night when I my muse I cry for us as he ever knew That I had waited years to hear my Once spoken as it should have always Id wait there but someone real appeared And stole the no man could hope to win If to my muse I'd ever hello It not hurt this much to say goodbye But there is something tragic in scene may appear as joyous to the eye Of who witnesses myself in the arms and lips of my new friend Completed in a way never been And healing wounds I thought never mend The truth that shattered my The soul I but never thought Id meet And now I don't look back in dreams Yet when I do the is always sweet For only can show me who I was And that girl to me how much Ive grown Ive never tasted tears like before And yes, are the saddest I have known