Yo, is what happened
Yo, I up late it was like ten in the mornin' I was still half asleep and sleepy eyed, still I my voice mail to see who'd been callin' I turned on my computer, check my email on it
Junk mail, mail, dog-gone-it! Everybody they tryin' to sell me they product But there was one that just caught my optic It said suicidal, took the mouse and on it
She said, " Dear KJ, you don't who I am You probably don't 'cause I'm just another fan I doubt you read this, now but if ya can I slash my wrists and even cut my hands
And I feel all alone like understands And I'm gonna end it tonight, I got the whole planned Pop pills, leave a note on my night Signed sincerely, #1 Fan
Can now please help me? Will someone now just please me? Can someone now please me? someone now just please help me?
My heart is as I start to type back Why do you this way, do you mind if I ask? What's the source and the of the pain that you have How did you get this way, is it something from the
God cares about you, I hope you that Please don't end life, I beg ya please write back I typin', I sent the email quite fast I bowed my head and with all the strength that I had
She said, "Man KJ I didn't even you would write me Let me explain why no one could ever me It all when my father used to strike me and confused every since 1990
He's gone now but I can't put it all me I tried to run away but my pain always find me Is God really the one who can me tonight, your #1 Fan
Can now please help me? Will someone now please help me? Can someone now help me? Will someone now just please me?
Dear number one fan, I gotta lot to you But with the email there is only so much I can you See, I know a who could never ever fail you He'll give you a love when nobody ever to
I know you might like everybody hates you And you feel like you got no one you can relate to But death feels like the place to escape to But that's a lie that Satan, he just wants to you
I'm sorry that you abused, your father raped you But you gotta get some help 'cause nobody can you I know it,s to face but God will give you the strength to I know you a lot of things you gotta work through
But with this I know that you can break through I seen it all the times that He came through He'll be back, tell me what you think of I sent you I'll be prayin', KJ-52
Can now please help me? someone now just please help me? Can now please help me? Will now just please help me?
Yo, I'd be pretending if I said this had a happy endin' But after that night I never heard from her That I tossed and turned lyin' on my bed an' Cryin' and prayin' these thoughts runnin' through my head an'
Did she do it, her life, or wind up dead an'? Or did she not choose it, just listened to I said an' Maybe, she never got the one I was sendin' Was it my fault, was it something I shoulda
Every mornin' I would just my email Checkin' for any detail, hopin' and that she's well My emails came back sayin' that they'd No such for #1 Fan at Hotmail
turned to weeks and weeks turned to months an' Time would pass and I just nuthin' No no email no not even just somethin' What happened to my #1 Fan, I'm still
Can someone now please me? Will someone now please help me? Can now please help me? someone now just please help me?