Yo, this is what
Yo, I woke up late it was ten in the mornin' I was still half asleep and sleepy eyed, still I checked my voice mail to see who'd callin' I on my computer, check my email logged on it
Junk mail, mail, dog-gone-it! Everybody just tryin' to sell me they product But there was one email that caught my optic It said suicidal, took the mouse and on it
She said, " KJ, you don't know who I am You probably don't care 'cause I'm just fan I doubt you read this, now but if ya can Sometimes I slash my wrists and even cut my
And I feel all like nobody understands And I'm gonna end it tonight, I got the whole thing Pop pills, a note on my night stand sincerely, your #1 Fan
Can someone now help me? someone now just please help me? Can now please help me? Will someone now just please me?
My heart is poundin' as I start to back Why do you feel this way, do you mind if I What's the source and the cause of the pain you have How did you get way, is it something from the past?
God about you, I hope you understand that Please don't end your life, I beg ya please write I finished typin', I the email quite fast I bowed my head and with all the strength that I had
She said, "Man KJ I didn't even you would write me Let me explain why no one could like me It all started when my used to strike me Raped and confused every since
He's gone now but I put it all behind me I tried to run away but my would always find me Is God the one who can help me Signed tonight, #1 Fan
Can someone now help me? Will someone now please help me? Can someone now help me? Will someone now just please me?
Dear one fan, I gotta lot to tell you But with the email there is only so much I can you See, I know a who could never ever fail you give you a love when nobody ever care to
I know you might feel like everybody you And you feel like you got no one you can relate to But death feels like the best to escape to But that's a lie that Satan, he just to tell you
I'm sorry that you abused, your father raped you But you gotta get some 'cause nobody can make you I know it,s hard to face but God give you the strength to I you gots a lot of things you gotta work through
But with this help I know you can break through I seen it myself all the times He came through He'll be back, me what you think of what I sent you I'll be prayin', KJ-52
Can now please help me? someone now just please help me? Can someone now please me? someone now just please help me?
Yo, I'd be pretending if I said this had a happy endin' But after that night I never from her again That I tossed and turned lyin' on my bed an' Cryin' and with these thoughts runnin' through my head an'
Did she do it, take her life, or up dead an'? Or did she not choose it, listened to what I said an' Maybe, she never got the last one I was Was it my fault, was it I shoulda mentioned?
Every mornin' I just check my email Checkin' for any detail, and prayin' that she's well My emails came back sayin' that they'd No such for #1 Fan at Hotmail
turned to weeks and weeks turned to months an' Time would pass and I just heard No letter no no not even just somethin' What happened to my #1 Fan, I'm still
Can someone now help me? Will now just please help me? Can someone now help me? Will someone now just help me?