Mic check, mic One two, one two New Joe Budden!
Uhh Please help my soul somebody help my soul Please somebody help my somebody help my soul to 'em (Talk to 'em)
I let the Man have a talk the beast in me I'm holding onto my bit of decency I a vacay, a change of scenery But mama said wherever I'mma go, I'm taking me me I told her shit is on my mind and it's been me She got me pissing in a cup, she believe in me It's not the drugs that got me out of my Going without eating, in a crowd I feel alone, mama Then she ask why it I never sleep at night I told her when I my eyes my brain just keeps the fight She said my friends wanna have an with me I speak to daily, that was never mentioned to me She told me there's a higher and a lower power And that I'll die if I don't find the to overpower Then I replied, "well we all"? She "yeah, but that should be on God's terms, not yours"
My every is scary And it it hard to breathe again Like I'm blinded while I'm in the mirror Asking God to help me see again, help me But He tells me I'm only And that I'll be back on my again, please help me But they act I'm more than human I prove wrong again Don't me I'm only human
Tryin' to the storm I thought that cloud was gone It's been me all along, not the song I wanna sit in silence, don't for a minute Tired of being strong, please let me be weak for a Kinda thought my disease tried to kill your man first It was to get my hands on 30 milligram Percs, worse Can't be depression, couldn't it this long So many secrets I told through a glass of Patron, my nigga Speaking of secrets, that's I got the Kaylintext Read it and cried, couldn't what she was saying next She said "you're through a lot I'm you ain't in the grave and dead 'Cause not too many people know your a mess" Who knew that she was keeping track of it I wrote back "lol" but laughing at all I ain't tell her the other day that that gun was in my lap Pen and pad in my hand, and I was a note Didn't get far, as soon as I wrote down "mom" I just lie to her, couldn't figure out how to say bye to her Couldn't the "why" to her Couldn't picture her getting a call or somebody her son had died to her And after that my pastor called Which at I kinda thought it was weird But convo preserved me, 'bout God's grace and mercy He ain't say goodbye, he said "let us pray" And then he went a prayer, gripped the phone, closed my eyes so happy he appeared nigga shed another tear Maybe he could sense something had the god devoured Just thankful he some light upon my darkest hour All my thoughts are corrupt, this is whack If everybody calls you a duck, will you quack? Guess a part of me gives a fuck, way in the back 'Cause I had that burner ready to bust, I didn't clap Joe
My every thought is And it it hard to breathe again Like I'm while I'm staring in the mirror Asking God to me see again, please help me But He tells me I'm human And that I'll be back on my feet again, please me But they act I'm more than human I them wrong again Don't fault me I'm only
I'm insanity's definition Trying to step over in repetition But I can't it got me Whatever love we had was that night back, we both needed cooler heads that night Was off no sleep, eyes red that night While you was drunk texting me, I hope I read that You was bout Giselle, beefing bout Alexa Suddenly you was jealous, must've thought that I had her I was laughing, it was funny Giselle's the homie, twenty With hip Nothing bout story shoulda been sticking at all I wouldn't her at all I'm guessing, maybe you insecure and never knew me Was for four months, yet you said this was a new me In your head, guess the to this jealousy Was to turn around and try to me jealous, B But the that you neglect Was never mind jealousy, this was respect Instagramming pictures, trying to get me upset You turned that into a night we both would forget We both some things we both probably regret You was lying to my face and dots didn't connect, but cool picked you up to try and talk sense into you Now I'm homeboy up, just off the principle I he caught him self antagonizing me But he's a young nigga, no surprising me Shit I done fucked of the baddest hoes I left shorty weeks ago, you can this ho I guess the where I lose Is now they got my plastered all over the news, I'm being falsely accused And I understand, was this all part of a plan? I guess I'll tell the whole when on the stand How you go and the cops I had guns in my house? Now they got a search warrant, to come to my house Question, were your worth taking my tomorrow's, kid? And you know Jersey gun laws, I'm hollow tips So you can tell them niggas you roll with whatever you But you and I know what's on Nigga that whole night just in my mind Your face is fine, this is a big of time Let's get back to that Now you got a nigga three felonies All for what, we were no longer dealing You attack me, but I'm the villain, over a fucking iPhone and Check, you never see me act like a I know women will you and get mad when it works Rather reserved and that always makes the worst 'Cause I go on my business and not act like it hurts, but wait So now the world is watching me get burned here Which is fine, there's a lesson to be learned Which is only fuck strippers and the bartenders Anytime there's a in the bar centered So though it's from afar now I still wish you the best, I know your tender I'm sorry all, I just got my own scars to to Signing off, truly yours, with love, sinner
My thought is scary And it makes it hard to again Like I'm blinded while I'm in the mirror God to help me see again, please help me But He me I'm only human And that I'll be back on my again, please help me But they act I'm more than human I prove them again Don't fault me I'm human
My thought is scary And it it hard to breathe again Like I'm blinded I'm staring in the mirror Asking God to help me see again, help me But He tells me I'm only And that be back on my feet again, please help me But act like I'm more than human I prove them wrong Don't fault me I'm human