Luyện nghe bài hát Only Human

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Please help my soul
Please somebody my soul
Please help my soul
Please somebody my soul
to 'em (Talk to 'em)

I let the Man have a talk the beast in me
I'm holding onto my last bit of
I need a vacay, a change of
But mama said wherever I'mma go, I'm me with me
I told her shit is on my and it's been eating me
She got me in a cup, she don't believe in me
not the drugs that got me out of my zone
Going days without eating, in a crowd I feel alone,
Then she ask why it seems I sleep at night
I told her I close my eyes my brain just keeps the fight
She said my friends wanna an intervention with me
I to niggas daily, that was never mentioned to me
She me there's a higher power and a lower power
And that I'll die if I don't find the strength to
I replied, "well aren't we all"?
She "yeah, but that should be on God's terms, not yours"

My thought is scary
And it makes it to breathe again
Like I'm blinded I'm staring in the mirror
Asking God to me see again, please help me
But He tells me I'm only
And that I'll be back on my again, please help me
But they act like I'm more human
I prove them again
fault me I'm only human

Tryin' to the storm
I thought that cloud was gone
It's been beside me all along, not the
I wanna sit in silence, don't for a minute
Tired of being strong, please let me be for a minute
Kinda that my disease tried to kill your man first
It was easy to get my on 30 milligram Percs, worse
Can't be depression, couldn't have it long
So many secrets I only told through a of Patron, my nigga
Speaking of secrets, when I got the Kaylintext
Read it and cried, couldn't believe she was saying next
She said "you're through a lot
I'm you ain't in the grave and dead
not too many people know your brain's a mess"
Who knew that she was keeping of it all?
I back "lol" but wasn't laughing at all
I tell her just the other day that that gun was in my lap
Pen and pad in my hand, and I was a note
get far, as soon as I wrote down "mom" I just stopped
Couldn't lie to her, couldn't out how to say bye to her
explain the "why" to her
Couldn't picture her getting a call or saying her son had died to her
And shortly after that my pastor
Which at first I kinda thought it was
But that convo preserved me, 'bout God's and mercy
He ain't say goodbye, he said "let us pray"
And he went into a prayer, gripped the phone, closed my eyes
Just so happy he appeared nigga shed tear
Maybe he could that something had the god devoured
Just thankful he shed some light upon my hour
All my thoughts are corrupt, this is whack
If everybody you a duck, will you just quack?
Guess a part of me really a fuck, way in the back
'Cause when I had that burner to bust, I didn't clap
Joe

My every is scary
And it makes it hard to breathe
Like I'm blinded while I'm staring in the
Asking God to help me see again, help me
But He tells me I'm human
And that I'll be back on my feet again, please me
But they act like I'm more than
I them wrong again
Don't fault me I'm human

I'm insanity's definition
Trying to step in sanity's repetition
But I it got me tripping
Whatever we had was dead that night
Looking back, we both needed cooler heads night
Was going off no sleep, red that night
While you was drunk texting me, I hope I read that
You was bout Giselle, beefing bout Alexa
Suddenly you was jealous, must've that I had sexed her
I was laughing, it was funny
Giselle's the homie, Alexa's
hip withdrawals
Nothing bout your story shoulda been at all
I dick her at all
I'm guessing, maybe you were insecure and knew me
Was there for four months, yet you this was a new me
In your head, guess the answer to this
Was to turn around and try to me jealous, B
But the part you neglect
Was never mind jealousy, this was respect
Y'all Instagramming pictures, trying to get me
You turned that into a night we both would forget
We both some things we both probably regret
You was lying to my face and them didn't connect, but cool
picked you up to try and talk sense into you
Now I'm fucking homeboy up, just off the
I guess he caught him self me
But he's a nigga, that's no surprising me
Shit I done fucked of the baddest hoes
I left shorty ago, you can have this ho
I guess the part where I
Is now they got my plastered all over the news, I'm being falsely accused
And I don't understand, was all part of a plan?
I guess tell the whole truth when on the stand
How you go and tell the cops I had in my house?
Now they got a warrant, just to come to my house
Question, your feelings worth taking my tomorrow's, kid?
And you know gun laws, I'm talking hollow tips
So you can tell them you roll with whatever you want
But you and I know going on
Nigga that whole just replays in my mind
Your face is fine, is a big waste of time
get back to that jealousy
Now you got a nigga facing three
All for what, cause we were no dealing
You attack me, but I'm the villain, over a iPhone and feelings
Check, you never see me act like a
I know women will you and get mad when it works
Rather reserved and that always matters the worst
'Cause I go on about my business and not act like it hurts, but
So now the whole world is watching me get burned
Which is fine, a lesson to be learned here
Which is only fuck strippers and the bartenders
Anytime there's a pole in the bar
So even though it's from now
I still wish you the best, I know heart's tender
I'm sorry all, I got my own scars to tend to
Signing off, yours, with love, God's sinner

My every thought is
And it makes it hard to again
Like I'm blinded while I'm staring in the
Asking God to me see again, please help me
But He me I'm only human
And that I'll be on my feet again, please help me
But act like I'm more than human
I prove wrong again
fault me I'm only human

My every is scary
And it makes it hard to again
Like I'm blinded while I'm staring in the
Asking God to help me see again, please me
But He tells me I'm only
And that be back on my feet again, please help me
But they act like I'm than human
I prove them again
Don't fault me I'm only