You know when I get up in the morning, I don't know if I can another day because been so fucking hard for so fucking long and it don't seem like ever going to change. Sometimes it seems like shit ain't doing nothing but worse. when I look in the mirror, I despised at what I see cause pride strength, all of love and life they don't seem to have to do with me. Feels like something wrong with me a long time ago, something inside me way deep died and I can't when, I just don't know where the I went wrong... What's life but a of tears anyway, huh?
Day Each fucking day I I pray to a god that I know does not For a way fucking way day For away to my way through this world full of shit Day Each fucking day I I pray to a god I know does not exist For a way fucking way day For a way to make my way through world full of shit got nothing left I await for the angel of I've too many times too many times to count the pain is so great
Let me tell you something, rock bottom is a fucking dream, a myth made up by a liar who's dispear is a void you can into forever. been as low as you can go and I here at the bottom the only place you can go is up, but everytime I start to get ahead everytime I start to get it's seems like or something knocks me the fuck back down. One forward, two steps back. I read somewhere "without hope, man is but an animal" ...I think I've lost
I've got left I await for the angel of I've lost to many times to many times to count the is so great
I'm so tired of being fucked up all the time but I seem to do it any other way, maybe I'm not as as you but sometimes my fucked up life it me down when I around. My life it didn't make me it just hardened deep down inside of me. I it was my humanity. I want it back, I want to normal again, I wanna feel like a human. I don't wanna be like no more, I'm just looking for shelter of salvation or something to believe in or maybe someone who cared.
I've got nothing I for the angel of death I've lost to times to many times to count the pain is so great I never for life I that at birth I had died I tried to drown this Death will be the for all this pain Day Each fucking day I I to a god that I know does not exist For a way Some way day For a way to make my way through this world full of Day Each fucking day I I pray to a god that I does not exist For a way fucking way day For a way to make my way through world full of shit I've got left I await for the angel of I've lost to many times to many times to count the is so great I never asked for I wish that at I had died I tried to drown hate Death will be the for all this pain Day Each fucking day I I pray to a god that I does not exist For a way fucking way day For a way to make my way this world full of shit Day Each fucking day I I pray to a god that I know not exist For a way fucking way day For a way to make my way through this world of shit got nothing left I for the angel of death I've lost to times to many times to count the pain is so great I asked for life I wish that at I had died I tried to this hate Death will be the cure for all this Day Each fucking day I I pray to a god that I does not exist For a way Some way day For a way to make my way through world full of shit Day Each day I pray I pray to a god that I know does not For a way fucking way day For a way to my way through this world full of shit
There's no to turn, everyone betrays you. I can't trust and I'm so fucking paranoid. I'm always for the fall, for the let down. Trust for sure. I can't remember a day's gone by that I haven't thought taking myself out. I I ain't shit but I know I'll never be shit. I've got no future but I think I can deal with it, I I can live, if I can just at one person and see them at me and know that they meant it.
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