Luyện nghe bài hát Redemption Denied

You know when I get up in the morning,
I don't if I can face another day
shit's been so fucking hard for so fucking long
and it don't seem shits ever going to change.
Sometimes it seems like shit ain't doing but getting worse.
when I look in the mirror,
I look despised at what I see pride
strength, all of love and life they don't seem to have alot to do me.
Feels like something went with me a long time ago,
something inside me way deep died
and I can't when,
I just know where the fuck I went wrong...
What's but a river of tears anyway, huh?

Day
Each fucking day I
I pray to a god that I know does not
For a way
fucking way
day
For away to make my way through world full of shit
Day
Each fucking day I
I pray to a god that I know does not
For a way
fucking way
day
For a way to make my way through world full of shit
got nothing left
I for the angel of death
I've lost too times too many times to count the pain is so great

Let me tell you something, bottom is a sweet fucking dream,
a myth made up by a liar dispear is a void you can slip into forever.
been as low as you can go
and I guess at the bottom the only place you can go is up,
but everytime I start to get ahead everytime I start to get
it's seems like or something knocks me the fuck back down.
One forward, two steps back.
I somewhere that "without hope, man is but an animal"
...I think I've hope

I've got nothing
I await for the angel of
I've to many times to many times to count the pain is so great

I'm so tired of being fucked up all the time
but I can't to do it any other way,
maybe I'm not as as you
but sometimes my fucked up it brings me down
I look around.
My life it didn't me hard
it just hardened deep down inside of me.
I it was my humanity.
I want it back, I want to feel normal again, I wanna like a human.
I wanna be like this no more,
I'm just looking for shelter of salvation
or something to believe in or just maybe who cared.

I've got left
I for the angel of death
I've lost to many times to many times to the pain is so great
I never for life
I wish that at birth I had
I tried to drown this
Death will be the for all this pain
Day
Each day I pray
I pray to a god I know does not exist
For a way
Some way
day
For a way to make my way through this world full of
Day
Each day I pray
I pray to a god I know does not exist
For a way
Some way
day
For a way to make my way this world full of shit
got nothing left
I for the angel of death
I've lost to many times to many to count the pain is so great
I never for life
I wish at birth I had died
I tried to drown this
Death will be the cure for all pain
Day
Each day I pray
I pray to a god I know does not exist
For a way
Some way
day
For a way to my way through this world full of shit
Day
Each fucking day I
I pray to a god I know does not exist
For a way
fucking way
day
For a way to make my way through this full of shit
I've got nothing
I for the angel of death
I've lost to many times to many times to count the pain is so
I never for life
I wish that at birth I had
I tried to drown this
will be the cure for all this pain
Day
Each fucking day I
I pray to a god that I know not exist
For a way
fucking way
day
For a way to make my way through this full of shit
Day
Each fucking day I
I pray to a god I know does not exist
For a way
fucking way
day
For a way to make my way through this full of shit

There's no to turn, everyone betrays you.
I can't trust and I'm so fucking paranoid.
I'm always for the fall, for the let down.
nobody for sure.
I remember when a day's gone by
I haven't thought about taking myself out.
I know I ain't shit but I know I'll be shit.
I've got no future but I think I can deal it, I think I can live,
if I can look at one person
and see them smile at me and know that meant it.

Day
Each fucking day I
I pray to a god that I know does not
For a way
Some way
day
For a way to my way through this world full of shit
Day
Each fucking day I
I pray to a god that I does not exist
For a way
Some way
day
For a way to my way through this world full of shit
Day
Each day I pray
I pray to a god I know does not exist
For a way
Some way
day
For a way to make my way through this full of shit
Day
Each fucking day I
I pray to a god that I know does not
For a way
Some way
day
For a way to make my way this world full of shit