1] When I it's like ya'll don't hear Why I feel like God care Why I feel like I good as no one else I'm searching but my ain't there I feel like life ain't fair My boy got shot, died there But me, I died and came back to life So tell me how can I be
Why do I doubt myself All I ever do is myself Drink liquor till the head gets by the pint, like I care about my health Really I'm trying to numb the pain Love and hate it all just feels the say I'm affected by the fame But even my know I changed
So I get till I can't feel The fake, the pain real Got so many scars it heal But I soul bullets can't kill Why I feel like cops want to pop me Pop's never had a pot to in Probably a nine on his hip then sit beside me Pray to God there's no triple six me No I let the devil in my mind Same time the church will you blind Last time I a preacher preach a sermon All I him say was sinner's going to die And they never get to see a Heaven With all due respect the reverend Cause I life was doing 25 Praying for early like it's a blessing This for my people through depression This for the kids who never affection This for the kids whose parents don't accept Saying they everyone else except them
I what it's like to feel alone I know what like to need a home I know what it's like to not know it's like To have a love you can call own
See I done tried every single fucking drug on that me man it don't help I feel like I'm losing myself (x5)
2] Why I feel like don't last Things change when you so fast I was trying to focus on us in the You was on my past If you I would lose my soul Promise me you won't let go See I just need love it's funny I got all money but my still broke
So many times I I'ma change to turn around and do the same Same shit been putting you in pain I know I'm the only one to So I get drunk, till I see I you, but I hate me Trying to be someone I be And I ain't been myself
Why I feel I'm the only one that got me You could take the same 45 shot me Pop the in, cock it back and put that motherfucker to my head, you'll never stop me I be living life on the edge Suicide all in my Why the world don't care about no one else's life till they dead I wish pops was back to how he was Cause he ain't been the since the drugs And I ain't the same since he said the worst form of pain is not being loved So we use the they gave to us To replace the love the takes from us Lately I don't know who to trust They saying even Satan was an once So I can't feel shit, so numb that I can't feel Living just to die, we dying to live this life it doesn't make no sense
See I tried every single fucking drug on that shelf Trust me man it help I just feel like I'm losing (x5)