1] When I speak like ya'll don't hear Why I feel God don't care Why I feel like I good as no one else I'm searching but my pride there I just feel like life fair My boy got shot, died there But me, I died twice and came to life So tell me how can I be
Why do I gotta myself All I ever do is doubt Drink liquor the head gets consumed by the pint, like I don't about my health Really I'm trying to numb the pain Love and hate it all just the same Won't say I'm by the fame But even my momma know I
So I get till I can't feel The love fake, the real Got so many scars it heal But I soul bullets can't kill Why I feel cops just want to pop me never had a pot to piss in Probably pack a nine on his hip then sit me Pray to God there's no six inside me No I can't let the in my mind time the church will turn you blind Last time I heard a preacher preach a All I heard him say was sinner's to die And they will get to see a Heaven With all due fuck the reverend Cause I know life was 25 Praying for death like it's a blessing This for my people going depression This for the kids who never affection This for the kids whose parents don't them Saying love everyone else except them
I know what it's to feel alone I know what it's like to a home I know what it's like to not know it's like To have a love you can call own
See I tried every single fucking drug on that shelf Trust me man it don't I just like I'm losing myself (x5)
2] Why I feel like love last Things change you move so fast I was trying to on us in the future You was focused on my If you left I lose my soul Promise me that you let go See I just need love it's funny I got all money but my heart still
So many times I I'ma change Just to around and do the same Same shit that's been you in pain I I'm the only one to blame So I get drunk, till I see I you, but I hate me Trying to be someone I be And I been myself lately
Why I feel I'm the only one that got me You take the same 45 that shot me Pop the clip in, cock it and put that motherfucker to my head, you'll never stop me Yeah I be living on the edge Suicide all in my Why the world don't about no one else's life till they already dead I just pops was back to how he was Cause he ain't the same since the drugs And I ain't been the same since he said the worst form of pain is not being So we use the they gave to us To replace the love the world takes us Lately I don't know who to trust They even Satan was an angel once So I feel shit, so numb that I can't feel shit Living just to die, we just to live this life it doesn't make no sense
See I done tried every single fucking drug on shelf Trust me man it don't I just feel like I'm losing (x5)