1] When I speak like ya'll don't hear Why I feel God don't care Why I feel like I ain't as no one else I'm searching but my pride ain't I just like life ain't fair My boy got shot, right there But me, I died twice and came to life So me how can I be scared
Why do I gotta myself All I ever do is myself Drink liquor till the head gets by the pint, like I don't care about my I'm just trying to numb the pain Love and hate it all just the same say I'm affected by the fame But even my momma I changed
So I get drunk I can't feel The fake, the pain real Got so many it ain't heal But I gotta soul bullets can't Why I feel like cops just to pop me Pop's had a pot to piss in Probably pack a on his hip then sit beside me Pray to God no triple six inside me No I let the devil in my mind Same time the church will you blind time I heard a preacher preach a sermon All I him say was sinner's going to die And will never get to see a Heaven With all due respect the reverend Cause I life was doing 25 Praying for early death like a blessing This for my people through depression This for the kids who never felt This for the kids whose don't accept them Saying they love everyone else except
I know what it's like to alone I know it's like to need a home I know what it's like to not know what like To have a love you can call own
See I done tried every single drug on that shelf Trust me man it don't I just like I'm losing myself (x5)
2] Why I feel love don't last change when you move so fast I was to focus on us in the future You was focused on my If you left I would lose my Promise me you won't let go See I just need love it's funny I got all money but my heart still
So many times I I'ma change to turn around and do the same Same shit that's been putting you in I I'm the only one to blame So I get drunk, till I see I love you, but I me Trying to be I can't be And I ain't been lately
Why I feel like I'm the only one got me You could take the same 45 shot me Pop the clip in, cock it back and put that motherfucker to my head, never stop me I be living life on the edge Suicide all in my Why the world don't care about no one else's till they already dead I just wish pops was to how he was Cause he ain't been the since the drugs And I ain't been the same he said the worst form of pain is not being loved So we use the drugs they to us To replace the love the world from us Lately I don't even who to trust They even Satan was an angel once So I can't feel shit, so numb that I feel shit Living just to die, we dying to live this life it doesn't make no sense
See I done tried every single fucking drug on shelf Trust me man it help I just like I'm losing myself (x5)