1] When I speak it's like don't hear Why I feel like God care Why I feel like I ain't good as no one I'm searching but my pride there I just feel like ain't fair My boy got shot, died there But me, I twice and came back to life So me how can I be scared
Why do I gotta doubt All I ever do is doubt Drink liquor till the head gets by the pint, like I don't care my health Really I'm just to numb the pain Love and it all just feels the same Won't say I'm affected by the But my momma know I changed
So I get drunk till I can't The love fake, the pain Got so scars it ain't heal But I soul bullets can't kill Why I like cops just want to pop me Pop's never had a pot to in pack a nine on his hip then sit beside me Pray to God no triple six inside me No I can't let the devil in my time the church will turn you blind Last time I heard a preacher preach a All I heard him say was going to die And they never get to see a Heaven With all due fuck the reverend I know life was doing 25 Praying for death like it's a blessing This for my people going through This for the who never felt affection This for the kids parents don't accept them they love everyone else except them
I know what like to feel alone I know what like to need a home I know what it's like to not know it's like To have a you can call your own
See I done tried every single fucking on that shelf Trust me man it don't I just feel like I'm myself (x5)
2] Why I feel like love don't Things change when you move so I was to focus on us in the future You was focused on my If you left I would my soul Promise me that you let go See I just need love it's funny I got all money but my still broke
So many I said I'ma change Just to around and do the same Same shit that's been putting you in I know I'm the one to blame So I get drunk, till I see I love you, but I me Trying to be someone I be And I ain't myself lately
Why I feel I'm the only one that got me You take the same 45 that shot me Pop the clip in, cock it back and put that to my head, you'll never stop me Yeah I be living life on the all in my head Why the don't care about no one else's life till they already dead I just wish was back to how he was Cause he ain't the same since the drugs And I ain't been the same since he said the worst of pain is not being loved So we use the they gave to us To the love the world takes from us Lately I don't know who to trust They saying even Satan was an once So I feel shit, so numb that I can't feel shit Living just to die, we dying just to live this life it make no sense
See I done every single fucking drug on that shelf Trust me man it don't I just feel like I'm losing (x5)