Lately I've been through more bullshit, than a bull fighter So when I say my praises to God, one verse is a full choir My every thought is pain, and stressing me to death Everyday is a rehearsal, that's prepping me for death
I think I'm ready because this ain't no friend of mine thing I qualify for, is murder and Penitentiary time Y'all of shot me, in the Jimmy instead But I guess they was each other, to get head in the bed
Here I am, first torn between heaven and hell I my people so no to dope but I let it sell Need to practice my preaching, the kettle black I know I'm on pot or not, I gotta peddle crack
Ain't nobody got my back, except the laws when on it So I be for broke, demolishing my opponents Leaving no traces just on faces, believe that HK I'ma squeeze that, you even want be back
I got so much, so I try to stay fucked up Because, when I'm sober I maintain Even though I do my best, the thing I earn is stress So I, spend most of my chilling with Mary Jane
I can't focus, I'm losing my real fast Dreaming and fending for the day, I make some real cash Dropping album album, platinum song after song But it's like I ain't did nothing, the lights ain't on
How can I win, it's like I do is a motherfucking sin It got a nigga, to see my end All of my friends are fake, they come around when I'm cash But I'm broke they out the do', with wheels spinning fast
Lonely, dodging the devil but he on me my people fuck him, 'cause he be working Through my homies burning bridges and I don't a fuck Remember y'all laughing at me, when I couldn't get a
It's all baby, I got bigger hurdles I'm trying to jump over my And my vehicle, is something I over And it not be much but it's all I got So when I paint it, is all I pop
I got so much, so I try to stay fucked up Because, when I'm I can't maintain Even I do my best, the only thing I earn is stress So I, spend most of my chilling with Mary Jane
I'm on now and I can't smoke no weed 'Cause if I a dirty, I'm facing T I M E My first time sober, it's fucking with my brain Got a nigga with an attitude, I can't
If you me I'll bring it to you hard, not softly Living like I'm invincible, one day it's cost me it's time to pay up, and I lay up in a grave Bury me with a sack, and a motherfucking 12 gage
Hey, no in my heart 'Cause my was phony, straight from the motherfucking start Why couldn't I get a ride, if I ain't no weed, these motherfuckers my people, they gotta be strangers up a reverend breed
So I bless the streets, with my And if you with me nigga, better get your weapon You better that I'm codeine and I'm just tripping But I won't let you add up to my problems, I will leave you
I got through so much, so I try to fucked up Because, when I'm I can't maintain Even though I do my best, the only I earn is stress So I, spend most of my days with Mary Jane