Luyện nghe bài hát So Much

Lately I've been going through bullshit, than a bull fighter
So when I say my to God, one verse is like a full choir
My every is pain, strain and stressing me to death
Everyday is like a rehearsal, prepping me for death

I think I'm ready because world ain't no friend of mine
Only thing I qualify for, is and Penitentiary time
should of shot me, in the Jimmy instead
But I guess they was feeling each other, to get in the bed

Here I am, first torn between heaven and hell
I tell my so no to dope but I let it sell
Need to practice my preaching, calling the black
I know I'm on pot or not, I gotta peddle crack

Ain't nobody got my back, except the laws they on it
So I be going for broke, demolishing my
Leaving no traces just blood on faces, that
HK I'ma squeeze that, you won't want be back

I got so much, so I try to stay fucked up
Because, I'm sober I can't maintain
Even though I do my best, the only I earn is stress
So I, spend most of my chilling with Mary Jane

I can't focus, I'm losing my mind real
Dreaming and fending for the day, I could make some cash
Dropping album after album, platinum after song
But it's like I ain't did nothing, 'cause the ain't on

How can I win, it's like I do is a motherfucking sin
It got a nigga, to see my end
All of my friends are fake, they come around when I'm cash
But when I'm broke they out the do', with spinning fast

Lonely, dodging the devil but he on me
Telling my fuck him, 'cause he be working
Through my homies burning bridges and I don't a fuck
Remember y'all laughing at me, I couldn't get a buck

It's all gravy baby, I got bigger
I'm trying to jump my residence
And my vehicle, is something I dump
And it might not be much but all I got
So when I paint it, is all I pop

I got through so much, so I try to stay up
Because, I'm sober I can't maintain
Even though I do my best, the only thing I is stress
So I, spend most of my days chilling with Jane

I'm on now and I can't smoke no weed
'Cause if I catch a dirty, I'm T I M E
My first ever sober, it's fucking with my brain
Got a nigga with an attitude, I maintain

If you cross me I'll bring it to you hard, not
Living like I'm invincible, one day it's gonna me
When it's time to pay up, and I lay up in a
me with a fifty sack, and a motherfucking 12 gage

Hey, no in my heart
'Cause my homies was phony, from the motherfucking start
Why I get a ride, if I ain't have no weed, these motherfuckers
Ain't my people, they gotta be up a reverend breed

So I bless the streets, with my
And if you beefing me nigga, better get your weapon
You better pray I'm codeine and I'm just tripping
But I won't let you add up to my problems, I will you tripping

I got through so much, so I try to stay up
Because, when I'm sober I can't
Even though I do my best, the only I earn is stress
So I, spend most of my days with Mary Jane