Yeah, just my life Front to back, top to
changing around me These days don't the same We all lost faith and family Why must we play game? have mercy on me I've a sinnin' man Pull out my wings, off the bridge and crash in a plane If I land...
Know I die We live forever in my And I say We live forever, that life
There's a lot goin' on but I stick to the I love I never claimed to be a perfect man but name a man who was Consequences of my actions in the past years had me out It was like, May, I just moved to L.A., I was figure it out for depression that I cut cold turkey, had the kid manic In an out in Hollywood, wildin' out like Nick Cannon Railin' Adderall out a dollar bill, on the bathroom floor Clean the whole mess up with my nose, what the fuck I a vacuum for? New York City on my birthday, June 6th, I had that first meeting with Hov, plus I brought out the whole I drank that bottle of D'usse Ty Ty gave me that night When we left the club Rap Genius house me and shorty got into a fight She came out the swingin', hit me in the jaw I was really tryna her off But I ended up in the with my hands around her neck I was trippin', Too proud to apologize or empathize, I it all on her Sayin' that she hit me first, though she was the one hurt I was really just reflectin' all the hurt I was feelin' from the band's rejection When Kids Days split, that shit felt like a c-section And my and jealousy with Natalie on top of the amphetamines And the ecstasy had me drown face down in the Chesapeake The next month I dropped "Down on My Luck" and had goin' nuts But I couldn't even appreciate it at the time, I was goin' through too Now I had to leverage million dollar label on the table for my records In Ibiza paella on the roof, tryna choose over breakfast Hov wasn't with the biddin' war, but I knew the Roc just right When I saw Kanye at Wireless, T-Pain, still a good life Felt so close when Mr. Hudson introduced me to him He don't even remember that shit... like a bitch off Backpage But at that stage, I was ready to for the fence like a batting cage At the same time, I was windin' a low point in my addict phase The Adderall started wearin' off and I went a deep writer's block All over a song that I couldn't that I wrote about signin' to the Roc that ironic? I was feelin' so psychotic With the world excited for me and my idol sayin' I got it Shit got bad out in L.A., so I moved home to my mom's basement Linked up with Smoko and Beatz and took it back to basics Then I wrote "Rage," that was me screamin' out through the And "U Mad," addressin' my with Natalie, it was too bad The violence and the lies slipped suicide into my mental I did acid in the studio one day and almost myself As I started to fall apart, stars started to align Oh Mys came to Chicago in January at the perfect He said Kanye was workin' on an album, and Uzi him one of our songs He was tryna fly me out, nigga, it was goin' down the Dow Jones Pulled up to Westlake, day I was there, I recorded "Wolves" I knew I was the one, Lyor meetin' with the oracle But I had to get a 'fore the door was pulled out on SNL All the hatin' on me back home lookin' at me like, "FML" A lot of people comin' out the wood like, "Let's work," network All the pressure makin' my head hurt, the molly wouldn't let the work At this time like Feb. 1st to the 15th, and I'm still addicted Frustrated, writin' shit for Ye, tryna someone else's vision Then he laid that on "U Mad" and we made the shit the single Ye and Hov into it over me, tryna do a joint venture And G.O.O.D. Music fam, but it's that Roc boy SAVEMONEY life Took the bus out on the road for the Traffic tour, did a nights Cleaned out my closet, I got rid of all of my If you learn one thing my journey, nigga it's don't stop believin' When this got so suffocatin' I could barely even keep breathin' Wrote my wrongs all in this song now I'd like to y'all to my season Nigga I'm