[Joey as My names Derrick, I'm from Queens there on Merrick Raised of honesty, loyalty, good lil sister and my pops just perished And I just home so my freedom I really cherish Young when bagged me, seven in the can is torcher And I did that for manslaughter was against me, murder in the second degree Made it less cuz I gave 'em a That's the past, now a dude home clean up his past all niggaz kno me for is the past And my minds always thinking how to pocket some know if something ever sparked it'll cock it and blast Now I'm tryna straight and get my act together But my moms struggling, she scraps together Long time ago, when I wasn't home she was cleaning my when she found a gat in the dresser Said no child of hers had dat, never!!! But with all the dirt I was I felt like I hadda protect her, I hadda us Stead of me sellin forever She rather be ina shop right, bags together Passing endeavors, wont allow me to get me to get work On apps ask if you ever been to jail, like if I say yes you'll hire me NIGGA LIE TO ME!!! I gotta lil that's nine moms is chillin, wit some new dude I think she feeling But he don't help the bills and I'm back on the script So we don't go broke, I'm to this hammer that I hafta tote Stash ya kno, I'm em, only nigga on the Ave. with coke Only man in the house, I gotta bring in And two chicks a month that mom get don't last Lil still young she developing fast Oh, you the same thing, it's a hell of a task Then it clicked me, close, cops came to get me But knew I had mine on threaten to hit me And I swiftly, said they had a warrant They knew about it all they said had an informant I'm back in this caged up With the apes in jail, now I'm back in this by twelve See I to live right But society ain't made for niggaz to right Mommy just Mommy sure Sally keep her shit tight And I'll be home real soon, don't cry, it's
I it might seem like it's all good But this is it's like in the hood I rep my set you should But this is it's like in the hood
[Joey as My names Sally, and I'm from I'm not happy Dad pasted away, moms I big bro, but he's in jail Moms said for some things that he to sell And I'm with step-dad, his names Beau And theres things about him that my mom don't kno And he says if I tell that it won't be And I'm scared of em, he's already hit me He me places I don't like it And I ain't bout a hug or goodbye kiss I mean touch me that's private And he don't touch he put summin inside it He says the he does that, I'll start to like it Hand my mouth so I'm quiet only wit 'em cuz our money is low I'm sixteen but I'm shaped like a year old And my in love so she makes excuses But she at me and sees scrapes and bruises Why step daddy gotta take me this Help, somebody, I'm getting raped I cant do understands I'm weary Get goosebumps anytime a man come me Know how it to have a man use you for a cushion All the moaning and pushin You try to push him, getting bothered You yell and you scream but he starts harder Trust me, it's summin you wanna be apart of Cuz even when it's over, life, it'll scare ya my bro, he can tell I'm sad Staring hard at my stomach he can I'm fat He can I'm mad But step touched me, fucked me, you think that I can tell him that? Beau called the on him, could I tell him that? Yep, you'd agree so I keep it all to me on the way, and I'm not working And I kno it's his I used to be a virgin Derrick he'll handle it, wipe my tears He don't know, this is what it's like for And it falls on def mommy please come home, please mommy don't leave us alone Some secrets are hard to Some secrets make it hard to And sleep is the time I feel safe Still the act haunts me, and I kno wake up with step daddy on me
[Joey as My names Beau, gotta chick named Pam that I live But always in church, real religious I hadda son he was young he was Til a nigga him a week before Christmas shots close range with a handgun I before I met Pam that it was Pam's son I knew when I pulled the out harder And went on a manhunt just to kill father and my boy hadda mutual friend That put me on doing what I do for revenge Derricks coming home now, and he's get it And I kno he'll be for me with a biscuit Not hard to find, got teks in handy, and I'm in his having sex with him family I got his mom on the bed and the And I'm with his sister molesting her Now he kno it all His friend prolly told em, and you can't hide ina hood so small But then it came Sunday, Beau ain't work Just humped on Sally, in church Derrick bust in, just froze shit on his nose, Sally getting her clothes Screams, "Get ready for your Beau" And he reach to his hip and let a few of 'em go Cause he's packin but Sally gaspin her stomach, I guess she started having contractions Beau grabbed his, now they both got Just gunnin, both the seed that's coming Now Sally's in the crossfire, screams out Holes in the wall, now the scenes hott Next 30 seconds on the scene is the Yellow up, now the scenes getting blocked Barricades up, yep, you already kno Ambulance there, full of patrol cars Cops on the phone, "come down now" But it all calmed somehow Beau comes out, hands showing, carrying his Derrick comes down, little Sally in his Yep, to say, she was hit by a stray Nope! Shots ric-o-shade, cops take him away And now some niggaz em But it wasn't the guns killed Sally, nah it was the dumb niggaz wit em we gonna learn to treat our people sacred Theres some of way kid, we're all related we gonna grow and get rid of the hatred Cuz shit happens on a regular basis, this shit happens on a regular basis This type of shit everyday kidd