[Joey as My names Derrick, I'm from Queens there on Merrick of honesty, loyalty, good merits Gotta lil sister and my just perished And I just came home so my freedom I cherish Young they bagged me, seven in the can is torcher And I did that for manslaughter Odds was against me, murder in the degree Made it less cuz I gave 'em a the past, now a dude home tryna clean up his past When all niggaz kno me for is the And my minds thinking how to pocket some cash They know if something ever it'll cock it and blast Now I'm tryna straight and get my act together But my moms struggling, she putting together time ago, when I wasn't home she was cleaning my room Cried she found a gat in the dresser no child of hers woulda had dat, never!!! But with all the I was doing I felt like I hadda protect her, I protect us Stead of me sellin forever She rather be ina shop right, bags together endeavors, wont allow me to get work Forced me to get On apps they ask if you ever been to jail, like if I say yes you'll me DON'T LIE TO ME!!! I gotta lil sister that's Plus is chillin, wit some new dude I think she feeling But he don't help with the bills and I'm on the script So we don't go broke, I'm to this hammer that I hafta tote Stash ya kno, I'm killin em, only on the Ave. with coke Only man in the house, I gotta in cash And two chicks a month that mom get don't last Lil still young she developing fast Oh, you the same thing, it's a hell of a task Then it clicked me, plain close, cops to get me But knew I had mine on threaten to hit me And I moved swiftly, said they had a They knew about it all said they had an informant I'm back in this up cell With the apes in jail, now I'm back in this by twelve See I tried to live But society ain't made for niggaz to right just write Mommy make Sally keep her shit tight And I'll be home real soon, don't cry, iight
I know it might seem like all good But this is what like in the hood I rep my set you should But this is what it's in the hood
[Joey as My names Sally, and I'm from I'm not happy Dad pasted away, remarried I gotta big bro, but in jail Moms said for some things that he used to And I'm always with step-dad, his names And theres some things about him my mom don't kno And he if I tell that it won't be pretty And I'm really scared of em, he's hit me He touches me places I like it And I ain't talking bout a hug or goodbye I mean me places that's private And he just touch he put summin inside it He says the he does that, I'll start to like it Hand over my so I'm quiet Moms only wit 'em cuz our is low I'm sixteen but I'm like a twenty year old And my moms in love so she makes But she looks at me and sees scrapes and Why step daddy take me thru this Help, somebody, I'm getting I cant do this understands I'm weary Get goosebumps anytime a man near me Know how it feel to a man use you for a cushion All the while and pushin You try to push him, he's bothered You yell and you but he starts going harder Trust me, it's summin you don't wanna be of Cuz even when over, your life, it'll scare ya Visit my bro, he can I'm sad Staring hard at my he can tell I'm fat He can I'm mad But daddy touched me, fucked me, you think that I can tell him that? Beau called the cops on him, could I him that? Yep, thought you'd agree so I it all to me Baby on the way, and I'm not And I kno it's his cause I to be a virgin Derrick he'll handle it, wipe my tears He don't know, this is what it's for years And it on def ears mommy please come home, please mommy don't leave us alone Some secrets are hard to Some secrets make it hard to And sleep is the only time I safe Still the act me, and I kno I'ma wake up with step daddy on me
[Joey as My Beau, gotta chick named Pam that I live with But she's always in church, religious I hadda son he was he was gifted Til a killed him a week before Christmas Three close range with a handgun I knew I met Pam that it was Pam's son I knew when I the Mill out harder And went on a manhunt to kill they father Derrick and my boy hadda mutual That put me on doing what I do for revenge Derricks coming now, and he's gonna get it And I kno be lookin for me with a biscuit Not to find, got them teks in handy, and I'm in his house sex with him family I got his mom on the bed and the And I'm with his sister her candy Now he kno it all His friend prolly told em, and you can't hide ina hood so small But then it came Sunday, Beau hafta work Just humped on Sally, in church Derrick bust in, Beau just White shit on his nose, Sally getting her Screams, "Get ready for funeral Beau" And then he to his hip and let a few of 'em go Cause he's packin but starts gaspin Holdin her stomach, I guess she having contractions Beau grabbed his, now they got heat Just gunnin, both ignoring the seed that's Now in the crossfire, screams out stop in the wall, now the scenes getting hott Next 30 seconds on the is the cops Yellow tape up, now the getting blocked Barricades up, yep, you kno y'all Ambulance there, streets of patrol cars Cops on the phone, "come down now" But it all calmed down Beau out, hands showing, carrying his arms Derrick comes down, Sally in his arms Yep, nuttin to say, she was hit by a Nope! Shots done ric-o-shade, take him away And now some miss em But it wasn't the guns killed Sally, nah it was the dumb niggaz wit em When we learn to treat our people sacred Theres some type of way kid, we're all When we gonna grow and get rid of the Cuz this shit happens on a regular basis, this happens on a regular basis This type of happens everyday kidd