I'm stumbling, I can't see And my fault, I got this way I got my hands on something And a way to mess it all up I did my best, I to change But it's in my DNA I got my hands on something And found a way to it up again
Now I'm the one thing you couldn't more
But you're the one thing I would die for
All my life, I was told, I was never nothin' I don't need to be reminded of it every second 'Specially when all my Already shot to hell, I'm fallin' I'm embarrased, I want no one else to see 'Cause I like I'm a piece of shit every time she yells at me Selfishly addicted, definitely doesn't help she Makes me feel like I've and gone to heaven But makes life a livin' for me She does that thing her lip, now she's meltin' me I'm putty in her palms, I'm wrapped her finger A yo-yo on a string, she lets me sit and just dangle something better comes along And she'll just me like a hot potato
I look like I'm in pain, but I'm though 'Cause I know she loves me—my friends, what do know?
It's I'm drowning at sea Hoping you reach for me I know there, but I can't see I'm so drunk off tragic endings I'm dying to And all you do is me
a beautiful relief 'Cause I'm so drunk off tragic Drunk off endings
In my moments of I openly admit the I wouldn't normally I'm extremely self-conscious and and she uses it to torture when she torments me It only turns to ammunition for her in war, when she Gets goin' she don't stop, when I'm up she's like a When I her it was love at first encounter Plus, somehow she musta the carton of eggs off the counter Cracked and placed all the shells on the ground for Me to walk on when I'm her But there's just somethin' her makes me not able to function without her
How can I get out of it when I know how to? I'm a doubter, I'm a pessimist, make a out of me And show me the way now or stay the fuck out of my cloud of 'Cause I'm going straight the drain, I'm drowning
like I'm drowning at sea Hoping you reach for me I you're there, but I can't see 'Cause I'm so off tragic endings
I'm dying to And all you do is me
Such a relief 'Cause I'm so drunk off endings Drunk off tragic
Now I'm the one thing you couldn't more But you're the one thing I would die for
It took a while for me to get it, but I I've figured it out She want me, she just don't wanna see me with someone else The of seein' me happy destroys her in itself To see me fallin' to brings her joy and brings her hell But it her to see me get this straight, then say "screw her!" I up on myself, I'm dumb sick, I'm addicted to her She's tryna the door, so here's how I do her I'm manure, she's a sewer
And this time this of shit's runnin' through her I can see the light, now I'm to it the fuck? Shoulda knew it Who would she'd actually have the balls to do it? As soon as I hopped in it, she doused the car with fluid She's standin' there a rag, 'bout to put the lighter to it Lit the fuckin' thing on fire, she threw it
like I'm drowning at sea Hoping that you for me I know you're there, but I see 'Cause I'm so drunk off tragic I'm dying to And all you do is me a beautiful relief 'Cause I'm so drunk off endings Drunk off tragic