I'm stumbling, I can't see And my fault, I got this way I got my on something great And a way to mess it all up I did my best, I to change But just in my DNA I got my hands on something And found a way to it up again
Now I'm the one thing you couldn't more
But you're the one that I would die for
All my life, I was told, I was never special I don't need to be reminded of it other second when all my self-esteem's Already shot to hell, I'm fallin' I'm embarrased, I want no one else to see 'Cause I feel I'm a piece of shit every time she yells at me Selfishly addicted, definitely doesn't help she Makes me feel like I've died and gone to But makes a livin' hell for me She does that thing with her lip, now meltin' me I'm putty in her palms, I'm wrapped around her A yo-yo on a string, she lets me sit there and dangle Until better comes along And she'll just drop me like a hot
I like I'm in pain, but I'm okay though 'Cause I know she me—my friends, what do they know?
It's like I'm at sea Hoping that you for me I know you're there, but I see 'Cause I'm so drunk off endings I'm to breathe And all you do is me
Such a relief I'm so drunk off tragic endings Drunk off tragic
In my moments of I openly admit the shit I wouldn't I'm extremely self-conscious and Insecure and she uses it to when she torments me It turns to ammunition for her in this war, when she Gets goin' she don't stop, when I'm up like a downer When I found her it was love at first Plus, somehow she took the carton of eggs off the counter Cracked and placed all the shells on the ground for Me to walk on I'm around her But there's somethin' about her makes me not able to function without her
How can I get out of it when I don't how to? I'm a doubter, I'm a pessimist, a believer out of me And me the way now or stay the fuck out of my cloud of rain I'm going straight down the drain, I'm drowning
It's I'm drowning at sea Hoping you reach for me I know you're there, but I see I'm so drunk off tragic endings
I'm dying to And all you do is me
a beautiful relief 'Cause I'm so drunk off tragic off tragic endings
Now I'm the one thing you couldn't more But you're the one thing I would die for
It took a while for me to get it, but I think figured it out She don't want me, she just don't wanna see me with else The of seein' me happy destroys her in itself To see me fallin' to brings her joy and brings her hell But it annoys her to see me get this straight, say "screw her!" I up on myself, I'm dumb sick, I'm addicted to her She's tryna the door, so here's how I do her Since I'm manure, a sewer
And time this piece of shit's runnin' through her I can see the light, now I'm to it What the fuck? Shoulda it Who would she'd actually have the balls to do it? As soon as I hopped in it, she the car with lighter fluid She's standin' there with a rag, 'bout to put the to it Lit the fuckin' thing on fire, she threw it
It's I'm drowning at sea Hoping that you for me I know you're there, but I see 'Cause I'm so drunk off tragic I'm to breathe And all you do is me Such a beautiful 'Cause I'm so drunk off tragic Drunk off tragic