I'm stumbling, I can't see And my fault, I got this way I got my on something great And found a way to it all up I did my best, I tried to But just in my DNA I got my hands on something And found a way to fuck it up
Now I'm the one thing you hate more
But you're the one that I would die for
All my life, I was told, I was never special I don't need to be of it every other second 'Specially when all my Already to hell, I'm fallin' helplessly I'm embarrased, I don't no one else to see 'Cause I like I'm a piece of shit every time she yells at me Selfishly addicted, doesn't help that she Makes me feel like I've died and gone to But makes a livin' hell for me She does that thing with her lip, now meltin' me I'm putty in her palms, I'm around her finger A on a string, she lets me sit there and just dangle Until something comes along And she'll just drop me a hot potato
I like I'm in pain, but I'm okay though 'Cause I know she loves me—my friends, what do they
like I'm drowning at sea Hoping you reach for me I know there, but I can't see I'm so drunk off tragic endings I'm dying to And all you do is me
Such a beautiful 'Cause I'm so off tragic endings Drunk off tragic
In my moments of I openly admit the I wouldn't normally I'm self-conscious and enormously Insecure and she it to torture when she torments me It only turns to for her in this war, when she Gets goin' she don't stop, when I'm up she's a downer When I found her it was at first encounter Plus, somehow she musta the carton of eggs off the counter Cracked them and placed all the on the ground for Me to walk on when I'm her But there's just somethin' her That makes me not able to without her
How can I get out of it when I don't how to? I'm a doubter, I'm a pessimist, a believer out of me And me the way now or stay the fuck out of my cloud of rain 'Cause I'm going straight down the drain, I'm
It's I'm drowning at sea Hoping that you for me I you're there, but I can't see 'Cause I'm so drunk off tragic
I'm dying to And all you do is me
a beautiful relief 'Cause I'm so drunk off endings off tragic endings
Now I'm the one thing you couldn't hate But you're the one thing I would die for
It took a while for me to get it, but I think I've it out She don't want me, she just wanna see me with someone else The idea of me happy destroys her in itself To see me fallin' to brings her joy and brings her hell But it annoys her to see me get this straight, say "screw her!" I threw up on myself, I'm sick, I'm addicted to her She's tryna block the door, so how I do her Since I'm manure, a sewer
And this time piece of shit's runnin' through her I can see the light, now I'm to it the fuck? Shoulda knew it Who would think she'd actually have the to do it? As soon as I hopped in it, she the car with lighter fluid She's there with a rag, 'bout to put the lighter to it Lit the fuckin' on fire, then she threw it
It's I'm drowning at sea that you reach for me I know there, but I can't see 'Cause I'm so drunk off tragic I'm dying to And all you do is me Such a beautiful 'Cause I'm so off tragic endings Drunk off tragic