I'm stumbling, I see straight And my fault, I got this way I got my on something great And a way to mess it all up I did my best, I tried to But just in my DNA I got my on something great And found a way to it up again
Now I'm the one thing you couldn't hate
But the one thing that I would die for
All my life, I was told, I was nothin' special I don't need to be reminded of it every second 'Specially all my self-esteem's Already to hell, I'm fallin' helplessly I'm embarrased, I don't want no one to see 'Cause I feel like I'm a piece of every time she yells at me Selfishly addicted, definitely doesn't help she Makes me feel like I've died and to heaven But makes a livin' hell for me She does thing with her lip, now she's meltin' me I'm putty in her palms, I'm wrapped around her A yo-yo on a string, she lets me sit there and just Until something better comes And she'll just me like a hot potato
I look I'm in pain, but I'm okay though 'Cause I know she loves friends, what do they know?
It's like I'm at sea Hoping that you for me I know you're there, but I see I'm so drunk off tragic endings I'm to breathe And all you do is me
Such a relief 'Cause I'm so off tragic endings off tragic endings
In my moments of I openly admit the I wouldn't normally I'm self-conscious and enormously Insecure and she uses it to torture when she me It only turns to ammunition for her in war, when she Gets goin' she don't stop, when I'm up like a downer When I her it was love at first encounter Plus, somehow she took the carton of eggs off the counter Cracked them and placed all the shells on the for Me to walk on I'm around her But there's somethin' about her That makes me not able to without her
How can I get out of it when I know how to? I'm a doubter, I'm a pessimist, make a out of me And show me the way now or stay the out of my cloud of rain I'm going straight down the drain, I'm drowning
It's I'm drowning at sea Hoping that you for me I know you're there, but I see 'Cause I'm so off tragic endings
I'm dying to And all you do is me
a beautiful relief 'Cause I'm so off tragic endings off tragic endings
Now I'm the one thing you couldn't hate But you're the one thing that I die for
It took a while for me to get it, but I I've figured it out She don't want me, she just don't wanna see me with someone The idea of me happy destroys her in itself To see me fallin' to pieces her joy and brings her hell But it annoys her to see me get straight, then say "screw her!" I threw up on myself, I'm dumb sick, I'm to her She's tryna block the door, so how I do her I'm manure, she's a sewer
And this time this piece of runnin' through her I can see the light, now I'm to it What the Shoulda knew it Who would she'd actually have the balls to do it? As soon as I hopped in it, she doused the car with fluid She's standin' with a rag, 'bout to put the lighter to it Lit the thing on fire, then she threw it
It's like I'm at sea that you reach for me I you're there, but I can't see 'Cause I'm so off tragic endings I'm to breathe And all you do is me Such a relief 'Cause I'm so off tragic endings Drunk off tragic