I still picture affection I still hear you we're talkin' on the phone I still it Like you're there holdin' on to me But words explain We never be us again has changed Or is that just you up again? More unnecessary
I would ask how we ended up here, but I And you me Or maybe it's only me that it 'Cause you're so easily about me But not once we were on that road did you doubt me Played position, writin' out our books I a page missin', blame it on the age difference I see you in the club, now you're resistant You used to get just to never pay admission Lookin' for the old you, wishin' was normal Tried to mold you and you up with it on you Live the corner, yeah we ain't even formal So I'm askin' God, why you and I gotta mourn you Word, I see you got a crew now A bunch of ugly broke bitches I know better And I ain't tryna say them hoes you Well who would I be kiddin'? Yes I am I see your life from far and something's off it It's my and shit, I shoulda never altered it I sold a when you couldn't have known the cost of it my love came with a pain and I still offered it Seein' your loss, knowin' I'm the cause of it If ain't my signature, then shit, somebody forgin' it But you think I ain't hurt, like it no guilt in me Like it killin' me, I'm out here on a killin' spree A sickness, I ain't a way to nurse it yet Like I ain't a nervous wreck, like it's no effect Internal bleedin' and the run deep Every time I one love, a loved one leaves I wish I take the pain away, but only yours be fine if I remain this way See I deserve whatever I get You could me to years Of hearin' my voice even when nothin' is there
I still picture affection I still hear you we're talkin' on the phone Still it Like you're right there on to me But words cannot We will be us again Everything has Or is that just you up again? unnecessary pain
I done gone so long not givin' a That no longer erratic, now it's a normal habit Even I go my way, I gotta have it Bury me with my sweats on and bitches in the All the and words, I let 'em loom on Every real enough to write it on my tombstone And so you know how real that be Even make me think my demise is me The sick part is I that abuse Long as the are amused, am I a man or a muse? Never sugarcoat it I hand it to the youth Fell from all over the world, and always in the booth I hold music in such a regard that To day I still feel like it's destiny And to fans that I once gave my life for I tell you that it's not much left in me Yeah, and not that growin' old But years of my soul is takin' it's toll Took a father his son, but is it best that way? I'm so fucked up I can't regret that Trey Hold my head up at the gates after my time's up say you saved somebody's life by givin' mine up Wouldn't be the first time that I without Chased my true love so much that I it now You can put in the scriptures like it's sacred To live with it, but hate it is to giveth to take it Goin' through the motions, it'll strip a nigga I guess it's for a cause if all the kids are gonna it Trust me, I been the same yet You'll and stare any time you see a trainwreck And I'll take punishment they give You can me to years Of hearin' that fan's voice even nothin' is there
I picture your affection I still you like we're talkin' on the phone Still it Like right there holdin' on to me But cannot explain We never be us again Everything has Or is that just you up again? More pain
Still learnin' to live People coming in and out my The who matter show it over time That's why they always on my mind So I live in Nobody matters to me but you, you, you Why try to the truth?
I picture your affection I still you like we're talkin' on the phone feel it Like you're there holdin' on to me But cannot explain We will never be us Everything has Or is that you givin' up again? More pain
I'm of feeling this I gotta with this