I picture your affection I still hear you like talkin' on the phone I feel it Like right there holdin' on to me But words explain We will never be us Everything has Or is that you givin' up again? More unnecessary
I would ask how we up here, but I drove And you me Or maybe it's only me remembers it 'Cause you're so easily told me But not once we were on that road did you doubt me Played your position, writin' out our I noticed a missin', blame it on the age difference I see you in the club, now days you're You used to get excited to never pay admission Lookin' for the old you, shit was normal to mold you and you ended up with it on you Live around the corner, yeah we even formal So I'm askin' God, why you and I gotta mourn you Word, I see you got a little now A bunch of broke bitches I know better than And I ain't tryna say them usin' you Well who would I be kiddin'? Yes I am I see your from far and something's off with it It's my fault and shit, I shoulda altered it I sold a dream when you couldn't known the cost of it Knew my love with a pain and I still offered it Seein' your weight loss, I'm the cause of it If that ain't my signature, then shit, forgin' it But you I ain't hurt, like it ain't no guilt in me Like it ain't killin' me, I'm out here on a killin' A sickness, I ain't a way to nurse it yet Like I ain't a wreck, like it's no reverse effect Internal bleedin' and the cuts run Every time I leave one love, a one leaves I wish I could take the pain away, but yours I'll be fine if I remain way See I deserve punishment I get You could sentence me to Of hearin' my vic's even when nothin' is there
I still your affection I still you like we're talkin' on the phone Still it you're right there holdin' on to me But words cannot We will never be us Everything has Or is that you givin' up again? More unnecessary
I done gone so not givin' a fuck That it's no longer erratic, now a normal habit Even I go my way, I gotta have it Bury me with my sweats on and bitches in the All the and words, I let 'em loom on Every verse enough to write it on my tombstone And so you know how that paranoia be Even make me think my demise is me The part is I withstand that abuse Long as the are amused, am I a man or a muse? Never it when I hand it to the youth Fell from all over the world, and always in the booth I hold music in such a high regard To this day I still feel it's destiny And to these fans I once gave my life for I gotta tell you that not much left in me Yeah, and not that it's old But years of bearin' my soul is takin' toll Took a father from his son, but is it best way? I'm so up inside I can't regret that Trey my head up high at the gates after my time's up They say you saved somebody's by givin' mine up Wouldn't be the time that I went without Chased my true love so much I resent it now You can put this in the scriptures like sacred To live it, but hate it is to giveth then to take it Goin' through the motions, it'll strip a naked I guess for a cause if all the kids are gonna play it Trust me, I been the same yet stop and stare any time you see a trainwreck And I'll whatever punishment they give You can me to years Of hearin' that fan's even when nothin' is there
I still picture affection I still hear you we're talkin' on the phone Still it Like right there holdin' on to me But cannot explain We never be us again Everything has Or is just you givin' up again? unnecessary pain
Still learnin' to live People coming in and out my The ones who matter show it over That's why always stay on my mind So I in reality Nobody else to me but you, you, you Why try to hide the
I picture your affection I hear you like we're talkin' on the phone feel it Like you're there holdin' on to me But cannot explain We will be us again has changed Or is that just you up again? More pain
I'm of feeling this I gotta live with